Another hot, summer day. Doesn’t feel quite as hot as yesterday but it is still dangerously hot outside.
I went to Emporia mid morning and had breakfast with Jason and Michelle. I went in to buy some groceries but after breakfast I couldn’t make myself stop and get them. I didn’t feel very good after eating so came home and took a long nap. Felt much better when I woke up. Not sure what is up with that but grateful whatever it was is gone.
Was a nice treat to have breakfast with two of my kids. We don’t make that happen often enough. It makes for a great day whenever I can see one or two or all three of my kids.
Haven’t done anything else today. I don’t have much on my list of things to do except for some house cleaning. That is always available to me if the mood hits and unfortunately the mood rarely hits. When it gets to the point it bothers me, I take care of it then. My tolerance for dirt seems to have increased with my age. There will be a tipping point at some point but I haven’t seemed to reach that point yet.
Nothing is on my calendar so far for this week. I can’t remember the last time that has happened. Maybe something will come up and fill in some of the time this week. Not sure how it makes me feel to have that much empty space. Part of it allows me to take a deep breath and part of it feels overwhelming and terrifying. Trusting I can sit in the middle of that and allow it to be what it is.
Grateful for the time I had with Michelle and Jason this morning, grateful for naps that restore my body, and grateful for empty space that allows me to breathe.