Wednesday, February 19, 2026

I went to bed at 8:00 last night. I slept most of the night! It was way past time for me to crash and sleep. Geez, I wonder what life would be like if I could sleep every night.

Unfortunately, I got nothing accomplished today. I could not motivate myself to do the things I wanted to do today. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day and I must have needed lots of quiet, boring space today to prepare for it.

I have to be in Emporia by 9:00 in the morning to do taxes. I will have to leave at 10:30 so I can be at my doctor’s appointment by 10:45. When I get done with my doctor’s appointment, I will go back and help them finish up taxes.

I go back to Emporia in the evening as I have to be at the hospital by 7:15 to check in for my overnight sleep clinic visit. The registrar called me today to pre-register me. She made a couple of mistakes while talking to me so hoping she managed to do it correctly.

I have no plans for the weekend. I will need to go to the bank and deposit a check and take care of some details for a gathering I am holding on the 28th. It is to get cold again this weekend and almost feel like a taste of winter but is to warm back up again next week. A friend wrote that she had to pull a tick off of herself today after being in the timber. Way too early for them to be out. I don’t think we had enough cold to knock them down this year.

There has been a change of some sorts in the energy. I have been slowly adjusting to it all day. Not sure I can describe the new energy other than it feels like a pull to let go of all that doesn’t serve and to allow the true essence of who I am to break through. No pretense, no hiding behind anything, and absolute authenticity is required. Maybe it will all make sense as time goes on.

Grateful for a long night of sleep, grateful for a day of rest and quiet, and grateful I might find some answers at the sleep clinic tomorrow night.

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