My repeat guest that was coming this weekend and bringing two of his friends with him had let me know he couldn’t come earlier this week. He told me his friends might still want to stay and they were to call and let me know if they were coming. I hadn’t heard from them so I opened the room to accept a booking on Airbnb. They finally texted me this morning to let me know they are coming and asked for directions. Good thing no one else booked! They will be here Friday late afternoon and will be checking out Sunday morning. So much for my free weekend! They are disc golf players and I bet are wonderful guests if they are anything like the other disc golf players I have had stay in the past. They will be out playing disc golf most of the day Saturday so won’t see them much. I have some where to go Saturday evening so trusting I can leave them in the house alone.
Hand mopped the kitchen and pantry floors this morning. Kathy ask if today was going to be a cleaning day – and I told her maybe. Never know how long the cleaning mood will last. At least I got a bit done so far today – hope to get some more cleaning done today but I never know if I can make myself do it or not until I do it.
Have a new healing client coming sometime late morning. That part of my life is starting to open back up again. Funny how it comes and goes – hadn’t done a healing for several months and now will be doing my third one in two weeks. Trusting more clients will find their way to me as I really enjoy doing healing work. Feel more healed myself and ready to help others again.
I have switched to a total observer mode with the match guy I have been talking to. His story is starting to feel very fishy to me and the alarm bells are ringing loud and clear. It is almost fun to watch him hang himself at this point. Why do guys do this? What do they get out of it? Kinda waiting for him to run into some financial problem in the UK on this trip he is supposed to be on and then he will send me a request for a quick loan. Do I look stupid?
A guy that sent me a message last night which I answered and we chatted for a bit has erased the conversation we had – he must have decided not to pursue. Wish they had the guts to just say that instead of doing the blocking thing. Sometimes men are just not worth the trouble! Sure a lot of false promises out there. Good thing I am not desperate or even sure I want a man around. Certainly don’t want one full of trouble and lies.
Maybe I need to put on my profile I have a niece and nephew that are cops and anyone that wants to meet me has to agree to a background check by them. Wish the match site would do some level of check to make sure people were who they pretend to be.
I do read each profile with a much more critical eye now. If they are too good to be true they probably are. Sure takes part of the fun out of the whole experience to have to be so cautious and careful. Not my nature to not trust until I have reason not to but am reversing that on this site – I don’t believe what they say until they prove I can trust them. Kinda starts things off on the wrong foot though.
Cloudy and foggy today. Almost looks like it is misting but don’t think it is. This humidity can go away again. There is a nice breeze today. It is to warm up the next couple of days into the mid to high 80’s. May need to turn the A/C back on so the house is nice and cool for my lineman at night.
Need to go on-line and find a swimming suit to order to take to Australia. I waited too long to buy one in the stores and couldn’t find anything in my size in stock. Need to get one ordered so I have time to return it and get a different style and size if needed. Still tend to try on things that are too big for me as I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that I now am a size 4 – or even smaller. I don’t see or feel that size yet.
Other than the healing and cleaning I have another day of empty space. At least it doesn’t feel as heavy as it did yesterday. Glad that didn’t last very long. I went out walking for a bit yesterday and that helped moved the heavy energy out.
The last week or so the dogs have been going crazy and barking most of the night. Sure wish I knew what was out there that they are protecting me from. They sleep most of the day and go crazy at night.
Sitting and pondering this whole on-line dating thing. Why am I drawn to the false people? What is that trying to tell me about myself? I believe everything happens for a reason and there is a lesson in it for me if I am willing to learn the lesson. The quicker I learn the lesson the quicker things can change. Is it just a sign that the on-line thing is not for me? Lots to think about for sure.
Grateful for healing clients that find their way to me, grateful for life lessons and the things they teach me about myself, and grateful for my teachers and mentors that have taught me to question everything and look for deeper meaning in what shows up in my life. It is all good – just not always easy!