I am so lucky. I got to have another heart-to-heart lunch with a dear friend. Lunches like the one yesterday and today feed my soul.
Haven’t gotten much else done today. I had trouble sleeping last night and woke up feeling tired and a bit out of sorts. Lunch helped course correct me but still not feeling very motivated to do much. I do need to go down and take care of the chickens but may not even attempt to do anything else today. Maybe I will find some drive and motivation tomorrow to start cleaning my very dirty house.
I dug out my embroidery thread and brought the tea towels out of the bedroom and put them by my chair. Maybe today will be the day I get started on them. Once I get started I will get them done fairly quickly. For some reason, I am struggling to get them started.
I need to go to Walmart tomorrow and pick up a prescription. Can’t think of anything else I need to do while I am in town tomorrow. I hate to go in for only one thing. Maybe something will come to mind that I can take care of while I am in town tomorrow.
I have lots of empty space on my calendar for the coming weeks. Am giving some thought as to what I might fill some time doing. I don’t like doing things just to be busy so attempting to be intentional about how I go about filling this empty space. Sitting with a couple of options but nothing feels like it is time to proceed with yet. The right thing will surface – or not. Maybe I need some down time for a bit. We shall see how this plays out.
There is a Solstice Spirit Fair at the Cotiliion in Wichita next week Thursday through Saturday. Anyone interested in going? I find those are fun to spend some time at. The cost is $10 per person. It sounds like they have a good variety of vendors coming. Let me know if you would be interested in going. I would probably go on Friday or Saturday as I have something going on Thursday evening.
There was another breathtakingly beautiful sunrise this morning. I think the sunrises in late fall and winter are the best on the prairie. I love how they change minute to minute.
It was too cloudy to see much of the meteor shower last night. Maybe tonight there will be some but right now it is partly cloudy so not looking promising that we will have a clear view.
Feeling a bit restless again today. Wish I could figure out what it is trying to tell me. Sometimes when I have too much empty space I can get restless. I feel an old tape in my head telling me I need to be productive and do something with this free time. I have learned how to “be” and not “do” but can fall into old habits and patterns of not being comfortable with being.
Grateful for time with friends, grateful for empty space ahead, and grateful to live where I live so I can see and enjoy the beautiful sunrises.