Got up this morning and did a few things. Felt tired so went back to bed for a bit longer. Finally feel rested for the first time in a while.
Haven’t done much today. I am working on getting two loads of laundry done. I might get them folded and put away today – we shall see. I still have my pajamas on if that tells you what my day has been like.
We cancelled Kathy’s flu shot she had scheduled for tomorrow. She is feeling a bit better today but decided not to risk it and have the shot knock her on her ass again. Covid knocked her out twice – that is enough.
My flu shot and Covid vaccine is at 2:20. After that we will go to the funeral home and take care of Kathy’s insurance policy. I think that is the last thing we needed to take care of for Kathy. I am still waiting on Max’s savings bonds funds and I have a check I need to get my siblings to sign so I can cash that. Then we need to schedule a date and time to scatter his ashes. I didn’t make it to Lebo today to get my brother’s signatures.
Had a bit of a misunderstanding happen today between me and another person. I always hate when that happens. I replay the conversations we had over and over in my head to see where I might have said something that caused the conflict. I sometimes wish I had a video of conversations so I could learn from them how to be clearer in my communication.
I’m anxious to see what progress will be made on the room addition this week. Hoping the lines for sewer and water get laid and the cement poured. They have to wait a week after they pour the cement before they can start building. The weather is to be clear with no chance of rain for the next ten days – trust that will hold.
Nothing urgent on my calendar now. Lots of empty space ahead still. I strongly feel my job for the coming months will be to stay grounded in love and to encourage others to do the same. The world energy feels chaotic and it is so easy to get pulled into the dark fight that is happening. I will need all the empty space I have to keep myself out of the muck.
Starting to feel the urge to start a new project of some sort. The Detention Center project will probably wind down after the new year. They have enough supplies to last six to eight months for the detainees to send cards home. Not sure they will need other things. Donations have slowed way down and we will deplete our funds with the holiday events coming up. Not sure what type of project I want to start but know it has to be something rooted in love in action. I would like to find something that gives people on both sides activities that we can come together to accomplish.
Grateful to feel rested, grateful for another beautiful fall day, and grateful for dry weather this week.