I haven’t been blogging this week. It has been a hard week for me and I couldn’t seem to find words for it. Not sure I still have words but several things have happened this week that I want to capture.
Thursday the Northern lights appeared on the prairie again. Kathy and I went out to the Tallgrass Prairie Preserve before sunset and stayed out there for about two hours. Got some wonderful images of the lights. You could see them with your naked eye towards the end of our time out there. What a beautiful phenomenon to witness. They were much more vivid than the ones I saw earlier this year.
Friday was my nine year anniversary of walking into Santiago, Spain on the Camino. What an adventure that was. I am ever so grateful I made that journey and am even more grateful for all the life lessons I learned along the way. I expected that after a bit of time, the life lessons would fade but they seem to be doing the opposite. Every once in a while a lesson I learned on the Camino seems to give me another opportunity to revisit it and gives me a different perspective on something happening within.
Saturday four of us went to KC to attend a Sacred Connections Workshop. Three mediums read spirit and passed along messages from those that have departed. My dad and mom came through one of the readings. The three women that presented were all gently souls and I truly believe in what they were doing. One of the women was a student with me in Core Star long ago. What a service she and the others are giving to their fellow humans.
The mediums all believe that when human bodies die, their spirit lives on, it just changes form. The dead are still very much present with us and send their love to all they know. The messages they read were all full of love, forgiveness, and wisdom. I occasionally get messages from those on the other side when I do energy healing work. The messages are always received with much love and appreciation from my clients.
We went to dinner at an Italian restaurant on the Plaza afterwards and then came home. It was another memorable outing with my friends.
Not sure why this last week has been so hard for me. Part of it is body memory from two years ago. Mom’s birthday was yesterday and I have been thinking a lot about her. I haven’t been sleeping very well so am sleep deprived again. I have had no motivation to do anything and haven’t been eating very healthy. Having some low blood pressure issues which makes me a bit unstable. I fell below neutral and am having trouble climbing back above. Doing my best to take a mud bath in the muck pond and allow whatever it is to be and not be in resistance to it.
Trusting I will soon be able to climb out and stay out and climb back above neutral. I spend much more time above neutral these days and it is uncomfortable for me to spend a couple days below. How in the world did I used to live at this lower level most of the time? So grateful I learned better and do better.
Phil is working on the porch again today. He is putting up the boards on the top of the porch. I will go to town tomorrow and get some paint and start painting the railings. I don’t think he will get the porch finished today but I have plenty of painting I can do on the lower part of the porch. It is almost finished. Yay!
Tomorrow I am going to Pioneer Bluffs to help do their newsletter. We are starting work around 10:00 or 11:00 and plan on working all day. Come help if you are free! We always have a good time while we work.
Trusting that this too shall pass soon. It has been a bit since it has lasted this long. Spending lots of time in silence and quiet and allowing things to be.
Grateful for the beauty of the Northern lights, grateful for mediums and their special gifts to spirit, and grateful for my mother and the love she holds for me.