Another quiet day on the prairie. It has been bitter cold today and mostly cloudy. Good day to stay tucked inside where it is warm. Even the cats didn’t stay outside long today. The dogs, on the other hand, love this weather.
I haven’t done much again today. I did get my taxes finished up and ready to take to the accountant tomorrow. I typed out a note for her explaining the minor complications due to the divorce. I’m sure she can figure them all out.
I will go to Emporia tomorrow to drop off the taxes and the letter from the City of Emporia telling me one of my renters has a vehicle parked illegally on their driveway. I’m grateful I have a property manager that can deal with that. I’m sure it has happened to other tenants they have before.
I turned on my TV to watch the Chiefs game. I struggle with remembering each time how to work it. I know I make it more complicated than it needs to be sometimes. If I would use it more I’m sure I would figure it out but I still forget I have a TV and rarely turn it on.
I haven’t done a good job of staying on my eating plan for the last couple of days. Not sure why other than I have been restless and unsettled. Eating my feelings doesn’t help but sometimes I forget that and am eating before I even realize what I am doing. This stretch I am in of not being motivated and doing nothing will end one of these days – just not today I guess.
Allowing myself some extra grace and remembering to allow what ever comes up with out judgement. Beating myself up for not staying on my eating plan doesn’t help or work. I will get passed this. I needed to take some down time to allow some hard feelings to rise and be heard. Not easy work but oh so necessary for my long-term healing.
Grateful my taxes are ready to be turned over to the accountant, grateful I know to let my feelings surface and to be heard, and grateful to know that this too shall pass.