I didn’t get out of bed until well after noon today. I didn’t fall asleep until around 3:30 or after. I woke up at 8:00 and my eyes still felt tired so I laid in bed a bit longer. Fell back asleep and had a wonderful dream although I don’t remember it now. Rinse and repeat a couple more times until I finally felt rested.
I walked the dogs for the first time in a long time today. Felt good to get out and walk a mile. I have been sitting way too much lately. Sophia came in very dirty. I took a different route with Roxy so she wouldn’t get so muddy. It was a bit chilly out today. My face was cold when I came back in but the rest of my body was good. Much easier walking in 30’s than in 10’s.
I am watching the Chiefs game. They are off to a good start but we shall see what happens. I am a casual fan so not too vested in the outcome but if the game is close I get anxious.
Tomorrow I have to go to Emporia at 2:00 for exercise. Only one more session after this one. I will miss the time visiting with my trainer. We are like-minded and have had some very deep conversations. I won’t miss the trips to Emporia. Although tax season starts the week after exercise stops so I will still be going to Emporia two or three times a week.
Since I broke my media fast I read some news today. I am allowing myself to read until I can feel I am becoming unregulated and then I shut it down. I was able to read longer today than yesterday. My heart hurts for those being hurt by the new regime rules. I trust when I am called into active resistance I will know when and what to do. Until then I will keep myself full of love and light and share with all I come into contact with.
The latest show I am binge watching is The Resident. It sure portrays the corruption in the current medical system. I am beginning to wonder what system we currently have that may be operating without corruption. Anyone know of one?
I’m still on my spending fast. It has been a month now and still going strong. A couple times I have caught myself starting the process to buy something on-line and have been able to back away. I even put something down at Walmart the other day when I remembered it wasn’t on my list. Going to go for another month and see how long I can keep this going.
Really starting to feel the two different realities that are occurring in this country right now. I struggle to emotionally connect with some of the stuff that is happening right now. My circle feels smaller somehow and yet more powerful and stronger than ever. Not sure I am saying this correctly. It is hard to put into words. I read comments from some and I just don’t get it.
Time continues to befuddle me. I can’t believe it is the last week in January already. Not sure where January went. If the rest of this year goes this fast it will be Christmas time again soon.
Grateful for a long night’s sleep, grateful for a quiet day at home, and grateful to be out again walking the dogs.