Sunday, January 11, 2026

I went to Emporia this afternoon to pick up a book I need for tax class tomorrow. I have to take two tests before class. We take the same test every year so hoping I remember the answers. We will go over them in class before we enter the answers on the computer so we can all pass.

While I was in town I dropped off a hyacinth to a friend that I felt needed a sign of hope and promise. For us sensitive types this has been a rough week, month, year and on it goes. We have to hold on to each other and minister to each other the best we can.

Have had some tummy issues today. It has gotten worse as the day goes on. Finally took some Imodium and hope that things slow down a bit. I will take some more in a bit if things don’t slow down. Haven’t had an episode like this for a long time.

Haven’t gotten much done today. I will work on the tests in a bit and get them out of the way. I want to read over the other tests we have to take and see if they are the same ones we have had in the past or if they changed them up this year. I should save them from year-to-year. It would sure make it easier. I love doing taxes but hate the work we have to do to get certified to do them.

Tomorrow I have to take my car to Dieker’s for an oil change at 10:00. If it is nice, I will walk down to the post office and get some stamps for the Detention Center and then take them up to the Center while they are working on my car. I need to talk to the Captain if he is free. I will pay for the ice cream we are providing the Detainees for Valentine’s Day while I am there.

I have a tax prep meeting to go to at 5:30 in Emporia. If my tummy is better, I will go in early and have dinner. I may be on toast and applesauce tomorrow. We shall see how the evening goes.

Tuesday I have a happy hour to go to and Wednesday I am meeting a dear friend for lunch. Wednesday evening Jason is taking me to KC. I will spend the night at a hotel near the hospital as I have to be at the hospital Thursday morning at 6:15.

Hoping I can get the PayPal charity account open and going before surgery. If not, Nicole said she would help me with it when she brings me home Friday. Sometimes these things are not as easy as they should be.

Have to stop and get a few more groceries one day this week. I need a couple more things in the house before I leave Wednesday night. I won’t be able to pick up cases of water for a bit. I also need to get a big bag of ice and put it in smaller containers so I have it available.

I read a meme today that said “The most dangerous form of blindness is believing that your perspective is the only reality”. That one hit me between the eyes as I have recognized I do that. I am better at it now than I used to be but it still grabs me and shakes me sometimes. We are all on different timelines which creates different realities all playing out at the same time.

I can’t change anyone else’s reality or timeline. I do need to stay focused on where I am and doing what I need to do to stay in as high of vibration that I can. Dang, life is hard sometimes. How do I resist and still stay in a high vibration? I think many of us are asking ourselves that these days.

I will continue to put my energy in Love in Action and do a little bit of good for a few. I will also continue to focus on my own vibrational level and keeping it as high as I can. There isn’t a damn thing I can do about the other stuff. I will allow myself to feel the hard feelings and do my best not to transfer them to others.

Grateful for those that share my reality, grateful my tummy will be better by tomorrow, and grateful for Dieker’s who take good care of my car.