This has been a rest and recovery day. I didn’t get much done at all today. I did wash and dry two loads of laundry but don’t have them folded and put away yet. I have had no energy at all today.
I attempted to take a nap in my chair but was only able to doze off for a short bit. Woke up feeling a bit more refreshed but that wasn’t enough for me to get up and do something productive.
Tomorrow I have exercise at 11:30 instead of 2:00. My trainer had a cancellation and asked if I could come in a bit early. It will be good to get it out of the way early. I need to stop and pick up a few groceries while I am in town and I also need to drop off Jason’s Christmas packages. I have been concentrating on getting things for Christmas treats and I have forgotten to get food for me to eat.
I didn’t make it out to deliver Christmas treats today. Hoping tomorrow I will be in the mood to do that. I couldn’t people today.
I have been invited to a friend’s house on Christmas Day. Hoping I will be in the mood to go. I’m sure it will be fun if I can make myself go. Feeling the need to hibernate for a bit and allow some hard feelings to come and go. Tis the season for me to allow and let go.
I do need to go meet up with Tagen and take care of changing the utilities to his name. He is starting a new job and not sure when he is off. We also need to get the truck registered and get the permanent tags on it.
I am starting a no spend period. I want to see how long I can go without spending money on anything but essentials. The longest I have even lasted is about 90 days. Hoping to beat that record this year. I like to play games with myself – it helps me find old habits and patterns within. The hardest part about breaking an old habit is discovering you have it.
Grateful for a rest day at home, grateful Solstice reminds me the light is returning, and grateful my to do list can wait another day.