Happy Easter and Passover to all. I can’t remember Easter being on April Fool’s Day before. I think Mother Nature is pranking us with this blast of winter weather today.
Three years ago today Craig and I signed our divorce papers. Someways it feels like a different lifetime ago and in other ways it feels like yesterday. I have grown so much over the last three years and have found the deep abiding peace and contentment I was searching for.
For some reason today has been a difficult one for me. I feel restless in a way I don’t recognize. Have been hungry which is unusual too. I took a sleeping pill in the middle of the night as I couldn’t fall back asleep. I slept really hard after I took the pill. Woke up later than normal and have felt off all day. Feel like I could go to bed already and fall asleep and it is before 6:00pm. Maybe I have a sleeping pill hangover. I have taken them before and this hasn’t happened but my body is changing and maybe it is reacting differently today than it has before.
Trusting by tomorrow this will have passed and tomorrow will be a good day. I need to go be around people tomorrow somehow as I have had several days at home alone and haven’t really talked to anyone for several days now.
Nothing on my calendar to do until Thursday when a friend is coming to visit. Friday I am going to KC to have lunch with some friends and will hopefully get to see Nicole after that. Next Sunday I am helping with the Chase County Bridal Crawl at Pioneer Bluffs in the morning.
Need to put some boots or skates on and go down and check on the chickens. We got a thin layer of ice earlier and it looks slick out. I took the heat lamp out of the coop when I was cleaning the coop last week. Need to go down and make sure the water hasn’t frozen up. I guess I can drive my car down so I don’t have to skate downhill to the coop.
My bog site is still down. Trusting they will get it up and running Monday.
Got a second booking through Airbnb. This one is for five nights in June. Wonder where this is all going? I’ll have to make sure I book some days off so I don’t have guests all the time at this rate. Need to figure out how I can double book when only one room gets booked. I would prefer to have four guests at a time instead of only one or two. This second booking comes in the same day as the other guests leave and then they leave the same day I have other guests coming in. 10 nights booked so far in June!
Got the ends woven in for the throw I knitted. I was listening to a Bright Line recording and kept my hands busy so I wouldn’t get so bored with the call. Wasn’t able to listen to all of it. Not sure why I find those a challenge to listen to. Now I need to decide if I am going to try to knit a side border on the throw or just leave it the way it is. The pattern had me knit the whole thing in stockinette stitch which makes the throw roll inwards on the sides. No real reason it has to lay flat and it is wide enough the ends rolling in won’t matter. Think I am talking myself out of doing the side borders!
Grateful for my fireplace on this cold day, grateful I have made it through the day without breaking my Bright Lines, and grateful this day is almost over!