Decided to go to the apple orchard north of Emporia to see if they had any Jonathan apples. Jonathan apple’s are my absolute favorite apple and they are hard to find except during peak season.
They had some so I got two big bags. I also got a big jug of honey and of course an apple slush.
When I got back into town I stopped and picked up Ellexia and we went to Bruff’s for a late lunch. Jason was able to join us too. After lunch Ellexia and I went to the spa to get Michelle a gift certificate for a mani and pedi for her birthday present for tomorrow. We then went to Walmart and picked up a cake and flowers. I took Ellexia and all the goodies home and then went to Verizon to get a new screen protection cover for my phone.
I was in town a bit longer than I had planned but it was good to get to spend time with Ellexia and Jason. I thought I would have to go to town tomorrow to take Michelle her birthday present but I was able to get that done today.
I got tickets for the Van Gogh Immersive event in Wichita for the 25th. Six of my friends are going with me. That will be a fun day! We will go to lunch and then go to the event. I have seen ads for these immersive events before and have always wanted to go. Van Gogh is one of my favorite painters and I am looking forward to the event.
Got the bathroom cleaned and some laundry done this afternoon. Still need to fold and put away the laundry but I will get that done this evening.
Read another article about the different realities that we are living through. The divide between the two seems to be getting wider and wider. I now understand what it means when others say we are splitting into two different timelines. I am feeling more and more disconnected from the other reality. It doesn’t feel important or even real to me any more. I feel even more strongly that I need to stay focused on being Love in Action and finding ways to invite others to join me.
I now understand why the rally’s don’t feel right to me. They are on a different timeline than I am on. To create a new world and way, we have to step out of our old patterns and habits and ways and rebuild in a new way, this time from the bottom up. Pointing out what we disagree with is pulling us down. We have to find ways to join in love and focus on common ground. The Hour of Love of Action is a new way of being in resistance in a positive way.
No plans for tomorrow. Monday I have an echocardiogram in the morning at the hospital and then Ellexia is cheering for a football game in the afternoon. She gets to be a flyer for three cheers they are doing. Kathy and I will plan on going. No other plans for next week except the social worker call on Thursday.
It was great to see both Jason and Ellexia and to get to spend some time with them. Ellexia is growing up so fast and I don’t get to see much of her these days. She has much better things to do with her time than spend time with me. She had fun getting presents for her mom’s birthday.
It’s been a hard couple of weeks. Something was behind all this and I finally feel like I figured it out. I have an old habit of wanting to see the full picture to put all the pieces together to make sense of things. I think the new order will not allow me to do that and that feels uncomfortable. Change is not always easy for me. It does help to understand what I was getting pulled away from and even more important what I am getting pulled to.
Grateful to get to spend time with Jason and Ellexia, grateful I have a big stock of Jonathan apples, and grateful to finally understand why the rally’s didn’t feel good to me.