For some reason this has not felt like a Monday to me. I have checked several times to see what day of the week it is. My brain feels like it never woke up this morning.
Kathy and I left for KC at 8:00 this morning and we were back home a little before noon. The visit at the attorney’s office only took 15 minutes. I had to stop and fill my car up on the way out of town. Quickest trip I have ever made to KC. It was good to get that little project for Kathy completed.
I took a nap when I got home. I still don’t feel very rested or like my brain is awake. One of those days.
I went out last night to the Tallgrass Prairie Preserve to see if I could see the Northern Lights. I didn’t see them but I didn’t stay too long as I had to get up early this morning. There were lots and lots of bugs flying around and chirping in the bushes. The night sky was worth driving out for by itself. There was some weird energy flying around out there. I guess the lights showed themself for short bursts of time during the middle of the night. They had been stronger and lasted longer the night before.
Max’s cremains arrived today. It cost almost $125 to have them shipped here. Yikes! After I find out what is happening at my doctor’s appointment Wednesday I will know when I can schedule a Celebration of Life dinner.
I’m grateful this heat wave is breaking tonight. I am so close to turning on the A/C but I know I only have a few more hours to go before Mother Nature will offer me some relief from the heat. Not sure we need more rain right now but guess no one asked me.
Nothing on the calendar for tomorrow. Maybe I can get some extra sleep and wake up feeling awake. I don’t like slow motion brain days.
Wednesday I have my doctor’s appointment. It will be good to know what the doctor says and to have a plan to fix my prolapse, it that is what I have. I feel like I have put my life on hold a bit until I can figure out what is going to happen next.
Feeling ungrounded and unsettled tonight. Lots of things still pending and I can’t move any of them along. This in-between stage sucks sometimes. Doing my best to remind myself this is life and to allow it to be what it is. Sometimes that is easier said than done.
Grateful for a safe trip to and from KC, grateful Kathy got her paperwork done, and grateful that this too shall pass.