Monday, July 3, 2023

Five of us gathered and practiced Tonglen last night. All had practiced before so we were able to go deep and get right to it without instructions. It was a powerful evening. We held it inside last night as it was a touch warm outside. My house was blessed by the practice.

It has been a lazy day on the prairie today. None of us have much energy to do much and three of us slept in after having trouble falling asleep. I think the magic of the full moon did its thing last night on all of us!

I went to Emporia around noon. The road construction is back and I had to wait about 20 minutes in line. I took the back roads home.

I dropped off a car load of things at the Salvation Army that Michelle wanted gone. I then went to Bobby D’s and had lunch. I stopped at Bluestem and purchased 200 pounds of chicken feed. The girls are graduating to Egg Layer Feed instead of Start and Grow. Eggs will be coming very soon. I then stopped and deposited a check at the ATM. I was glad to get home after all of that.

I got the bill for the guttering repair in the mail today. I wrote out a check to pay for it and a check to settle the difference I owed Jim. This little project has been on my pending list for over six months and it felt very good to finally get to cross it off my list.

I am fixing a meal loaf and macaroni and cheese for dinner tonight. Ellexia will be joining us for the next couple of days. When I asked the kids what kind of food they wanted me to fix she said the meat with sauce on top of it. I finally figured out that is what she calls meat loaf. We may have renamed it around here! Ha!

If I remember I will remind the kiddos to sit out on the back deck to watch the Cottonwood Falls fireworks tonight. I also want to go out and watch the full moon rising. It will be a magic night on the prairie tonight.

I called and ordered a fill for the propane tank. We had a late, cold spring this year and I won’t have enough propane to get me through till first fill in late October. I got my contract for next year and I need to price chop this year and see if I can find a better price with a different company.

We don’t have any Fourth of July plans for tomorrow. We didn’t buy any fireworks this year. They aren’t my favorite thing to do and it feels like a waste of money to buy any. It is to be a bit cooler tomorrow so may get out and paint some. If all five of us paint on it I bet we could get the back deck done.

I need to get the glass on my iPhone replaced. I may go to Best Buy this Thursday and get that done. I am disappointed in the Otter Box that I have on it. It doesn’t fit correctly and didn’t prevent the glass from chipping in one corner. I will see if they have a better case for it while I am getting it repaired.

Sitting in a good head space today. Last night Tonglen was just what I needed. I didn’t get frustrated with the wait for the construction zone or other customers in the stores today. I feel grounded and a step or two above the neutral level on the consciousness ladder. That is a good space to live life from.

Grateful my errands are done, grateful the guttering project is complete, and grateful the chickens food supply is well stocked.