Friday, May 2, 2025

I am still in my pajamas today. Might tell you how my day is going. Had trouble falling asleep last night and was woke up with a phone call this morning. Took a long nap this afternoon. I may not sleep tonight but we shall see what happens.

It was a beautiful day out today. Kathy spent most of the day outside mowing and playing in the dirt. I should have taken a long walk and enjoyed the day but had no energy for that.

I haven’t had a day like this for a long time so felt good to take a do nothing day. Next week is looking pretty quiet so far so will get a chance to have several empty space days.

Tomorrow I have a party to go to in the evening if I can people. One of my favorite groups is playing after the dinner and it would be lovely to sit outside and listen to them.

Feeling a bit like I am in that in-between space. Not sure if it is the higher timeline I have gotten on to or what. Nothing feels familiar yet everything does. I used to jump between timelines and that doesn’t feel like an option right now. None of this makes a lot of sense to me right now. Something huge has shifted in me but nothing has. It will all sort itself out sooner or later.

Grateful for a day of rest, grateful to let go and be in the flow without knowing where I am going, and grateful for the beautiful day and freshly mowed yard.