Author: Kay Krause

I am sitting at the Minneapolis Airport waiting for my late afternoon flight to London. I’m lucky to be at an airport with lots of shops and food choices. I just ordered a pizza and will enjoy people watching for a bit. I have several hours to wait. Wonder if they have a bed I could rent for two hours so I could take a nap? I didn’t sleep very much last night.

I left home at 6:30 this morning. It was a smooth drive to Nicole’s house. Traffic backed up a bit around Olathe but otherwise wasn’t bad. I got a notice my Uber driver backed out but they found another one quickly and he picked me up right on time at 8:30.

He was a pleasant man and we had a nice conversation on the way to the airport. Very little traffic and I got to the airport just a little after 9:00.

The security line was short and moved quickly. I made it to my gate with an hour to spare. The lady at the boarding gate played a game called Who Has It? She would name an item and the first one to bring it to her gate got a prize. I had one of the items but it was in my carry-on bag and I didn’t want to open it. It made the wait fun and before I knew it I could board.

I saw lots of people in Detroit football gear at the KC airport. I am assuming KC is playing Detroit tonight?

The flight was jam packed. I was lucky to get to bring my bag on board as the people behind me in line had to check theirs. I was the last one on board with a carry on. There was a space for it just one row behind me.

We landed on time and the de-boarding was the most civilized I have seen for a bit. The guy behind me handed me my bag. A guy earlier had helped me get the lid off my bottle of water. Sometimes it helps to look old!

I keep thinking of all the things I would be doing if I was at home. Not sure I tied up all the loose ends I could but thinking all will wait for me until I get home. I made one last sack lunch for Tagen before I left this morning. He is on his own for the next three weeks.

We had a fun dinner and birthday party for Michelle last night. We had a bit of a family meeting with all so I could give instructions for the week. The kiddos agreed to take care of the dogs and cat and help Kathy do dishes. We shall see if they remember to – I trust Kathy won’t get stuck doing all the chores.

Still not feeling the excitement of going on this trip. My head is still too full of things that have been going on at home. I will continue to let it go and get into the spirit of this adventure. Once I land in London, I trust the excitement will kick in and I will enjoy this adventure.

Grateful to have this chance to get away and see new sights, grateful the first leg of this adventure went very smoothly, and grateful for some quiet, relaxing time this afternoon.

Tomorrow is D-Day. I will leave the house by 6:30 in the morning to drive to my daughter’s house in Shawnee. I have an Uber reservation for 8:30 that will take me to the airport. The first flight is at 10:40 and the second one to London leaves Minneapolis at 5:30. I will arrive in London at 7:15 am their time Friday morning.

I had a haircut this morning and then picked up my grocery order. I picked up a birthday cake for Michelle. We are having a little early birthday party for her tonight since I will be gone on her actual birthday. Ellexia, Tagen, Tagen’s girlfriend and Michelle and I will be here for dinner and Kathy will join us for cake and ice cream.

I had to go back to town this afternoon. For some reason I have lost one pair of pants I had gotten a week or two ago. I can’t find them anywhere. I need pants that dry quickly as I am only taking three pair and will be washing them out nightly. Two pair were going to cut it too short. Thankfully Dunham’s Sports had what I needed.

I took most of the recycling to Cottonwood Falls. I still have a bunch of cardboard that needs to go. I might make a second trip yet tonight. I’ll see how my time goes.

I have pulled things out to put in the suitcase but haven’t packed yet. I like to wait until I am rather sure I have everything that needs to fit pulled out and then put it all in there at once. It looks like a big pile so hoping all will fit.

The window guy came and measured the windows today. I’m glad he was able to come today so Kathy didn’t have to mess with him later this week. He was going back to the office and ordering the windows. Now we wait 5 – 8 weeks before they come in. He pulled a piece of trim off so he could color match something on the windows. I’m not sure I understand all of it.

While the window guy was on the roof he noticed a spot on the roof that he told me I should have the roofers come back and fix. It is a place where two angles meet and there is a gap. He said it will cause rot. They are coming back to do the guttering after the EFIS gets repaired so will need to remember to tell them about it. Wonder if I should have them come back before then?

I went out and mowed for about an hour. I had a section of the yard that I didn’t get mowed last time and it was bugging me. I’m glad I got it taken care of before I left. Hoping we get some rain while I am gone and I will need to mow the whole yard when I get home. It sure was dusty and bumpy on the mower today due to the dry conditions.

The insurance adjuster called and is to set up direct deposit of the funds he will be forwarding to me. Initially he said he would pay me the EFIS amount and window amount in full but now he is saying he is holding some of the funds back until final invoice. Dang it anyways. We will see how this all sorts out. Hoping I can get the direct deposit set up correctly without issue. It sounds a bit complicated but will see what happens.

I meant to call the title company and see what needs to happen for me to sell one of my rental properties to Michelle. I forgot to do that. Maybe between flights tomorrow I will find a quiet corner in the airport and be able to make that call. I was told the paper work only takes a couple of days to complete so maybe it doesn’t have to be done before I leave.

I feel like I have too many moving pieces in my life right now and am struggling to keep them all moving. I never did get the hang of juggling.

Still not excited about leaving tomorrow but hoping I get with the program by the time I get to London. I am really dreading the long flight and a long first day in London before I can check into my room. Truly trusting that once I get there I will enjoy myself. It will be good to get away from all that is going on here. Everything tends to sort itself out sooner or later and I have to trust that will happen while I am gone.

It has felt like a lot of work to be able to get away. I haven’t prepared myself for the trip like I had hoped I would have. Sometimes when I over prepare I set too high of expectations of what will happen so maybe this time I will just go with the flow and have no expectations.

Taking some deep breaths and reminding myself all is well. In this moment, all is well!

Grateful tomorrow is the day for this adventure to finally begin, grateful most loose ends have been tied up, and grateful all is well – right now, right here, all is well!

I feel like I have gotten more done today then I have in a long time. I woke up and had the motivation to do things for the first time in a long time.

Miracles of all miracles happened as the insurance adjuster was in this morning and I got my questions answered. He has been out sick with Covid the last two weeks. He still sounded sick but he said he was feeling better, although not back to normal yet.

He approved the window and EFIS bids. I then called the window guy and he was able to come this afternoon so I could sign a contract and give him the down payment for new windows. They take 5 – 8 weeks to make so was very happy to get those ordered before I leave Thursday. Someone from the window company will come later this week and do a second confirmation measuring of the windows and then they will place the order.

I signed the EFIS bid and mailed it to that company. The window guy mentioned some EFIS repair that needs to be done on all the windows on the main floor so I sent the EFIS guy an email making sure he was aware of that. The EFIS guy may need to modify his bid.

I got some other little bills mailed to the insurance adjuster. I also gave him my direct deposit information so he can send money directly to my account since I won’t be home to deposit checks. I had to take money out of savings for the windows and trust that the insurance adjuster will get me the deposit money soon.

I called the roofer and he is going to send me his bill minus the guttering charges. When that comes in, Kathy is going to mail it to the insurance adjuster and then that money can be put in my account so I can get that bill paid.

I did three loads of laundry, cleaned out the refrigerator and did some cleaning. It has been a productive day on the prairie.

I reserved an Uber for Thursday. Nicole has a phone meeting and can’t take me to the airport Thursday morning but I am leaving my car at her house and will have an Uber take me and drop me off. Nicole will pick me up when I return the evening of the 26th.

I have all the laundry done so can start pulling things out to pack. It won’t take long as I am only taking three outfits. I will wash things out every night or send my laundry out on the nights when I spend two nights in the same hotel.

Tomorrow I have a haircut at 10:30 and then will pick up a grocery order afterwards. I will spend tomorrow afternoon cleaning and driving myself crazy thinking of things I might have forgotten to pack.

I will leave the house by 6:30 Thursday morning so I can be at Nicole’s before 8:30 when the Uber driver is to come. My flight leaves at 10:45 so am hoping that leaves me plenty of time to get through security and to my gate. I have a four-hour layover in Minneapolis before my flight to London leaves. That will give me plenty of time to have lunch and mentally prepare myself for the eight-hour flight.

It felt good to have a productive day. It has been a long time since that happened. I was efficient and organized this morning and got lots done. Wish I could be like that most days. Grateful I was able to take advantage of it today.

So very grateful I was able to move the hail damage project along today and I feel much better about leaving now. The 5 – 8 week wait for the windows will go fast as I will be gone for 3 of them. The EFIS guy can’t get here until November so the timing will work well for all of us.

Still not very excited for the trip but know that will happen soon. I still need to type up instructions for Kathy and Michelle, finish packing and get the rest of the house cleaned and then I will be ready to go. It sure feels like it has been a lot of work to get ready to go.

I am a bit concerned about Covid and the impact it might impose on the trip. I keep hearing of more and more people having it for the second or third time. Crossing my fingers that I will not get it again and that my travel schedule won’t be impacted due to others getting it.

Grateful the hail damage project had major movement today, grateful for a productive day and grateful it is almost time to leave on vacation.

Another quiet day on the prairie. I haven’t done much today again. It felt good to take a quiet day at home and gather my energy for the trip this week.

The wind is in a hurry today. It is 94 outside right now with wind gusts of over 31 MPH. I wish the wind was blowing in a rain storm but don’t think that is in the cards for this week.

Tagen went to town late afternoon to go to the middle school football game and to watch film of the game last Friday. He said he would be home late. He gets to go back to school tomorrow after a four-day weekend.

I put my things in the new wallet and purse I got. I don’t like the wallet and am trying to decide if I want to keep it or go find another one. The credit cards barely fit and are a bear to get out. I thought I could zip my phone in it but when it is full of cash and cards the phone won’t fit. Oh the trials of picking out a new wallet.

I did a bit of cleaning today but have lots more to do. I need to change the sheets on my bed and on Tagen’s bed this week. Hoping the cleaning mood hits me hard tomorrow and I can get some things cleaned up. I always feel better leaving the house when it is clean.

I only have two more full days at home. I will leave Thursday morning around 6:30. I arrive in London at 7:15 London time Friday morning. It will be a long first day as I can’t check into my room until late afternoon. I have gotten so I really dislike travel days. But if you want to go somewhere new, you have to pay the price of traveling to get there.

The second EFIS guy sent me his bid today. It is MUCH lower than I anticipated it might be. I forwarded it to the insurance adjuster. I still hope to get to talk to the insurance adjuster before I leave so I can sign some contracts before I leave. I am very grateful I found this second EFIS guy and he turned around his bid so quickly. I never have heard back from the first guy. I will not be able to do siding so will have the EFIS repaired and replace windows on the main level. Insurance should pay for most of it, although I will have to cough up a bit more to cover the extra windows.

I need to remember to call the guy that is working on Tagen’s pickup tomorrow and see if he knows if the truck is fixable. I kinda forgot about it and Tagen asked me about it today. The guy does great work but takes a bit longer than expected. There is no rush to get it back this time, Tagen is just worried about the outcome.

Trying to remember if I need to notify anyone else about me being gone for three weeks. I don’t think I had anything scheduled or anyone counting on me for anything. Three weeks feels like a long time to drop off the radar but thinking not many will even notice I am gone. My world has gotten pretty small lately.

I was looking at Facebook memories and noticed that it was a year ago that my car got it’s window broken out while we were in Silver Spring, Maryland. The next week is when the fraudulent guy called me and hacked into my bank account and I had to change all the passwords on all my accounts. Those two events kinda started the ball rolling down the hill and my life changed completely shortly after all that. Hard to think it was a year ago. In some ways it feels a lifetime ago and other ways like it happened yesterday.

This upcoming trip is a celebration of my survival of all of those hard times and to celebrate turning 70. The best is yet to come!

Grateful for the EFIS guy getting his bid to me, grateful that I still have a chance to get contracts signed before I leave Thursday, and grateful my life changed for the best.

It has been a quiet day at home. I fixed breakfast for Ellexia and her friend that had spent the night. I am fixing the leftover ham for dinner tonight. I’m not motivated to do much else.

I did get my medication sorted and boxed up for the trip. I needed to make sure I had enough of everything in case I needed to order something tomorrow so I could have three weeks worth. I didn’t need to order anything and am good to go.

It is another hot day on the prairie. The low water level is getting serious and we will be in big trouble if we don’t get some fall rains. Not sure what the ranchers will do with empty ponds all winter. Scary times for them for sure.

I started my grocery order that I will pick up after my haircut Wednesday. Hard to guess what the kiddos will need over the next three weeks. Michelle will have to fill in the gaps while I am gone. I spent some time organizing the pantry again and seeing what we had. I lose track of what I have and what I need. I think I have something and then can’t find it or it has been eaten and I didn’t know that.

Ellexia goes back to her dad’s house tonight. Tagen will be around tomorrow again due to the holiday. He is sure hoping he gets to see his girlfriend. She had Covid last week and has been in quarantine. I think she gets out of quarantine tomorrow.

Tomorrow I want to lay out the clothes I am taking and make sure I have what I think I have. I will only take three outfits and wash them out daily like I did on the Camino. Trying to decide if I need summer things or warmer things. I will take a sweater and a raincoat. Thinking I will wear my tennis shoes and not take my sandals. I will be doing lots of walking and tennis shoes protect my feet better. The only problem will be if my tennis shoes get wet – they take a long time to dry. If I have room, I will throw in my sandals.

Feeling a bit better each day about going on the trip. I still wouldn’t be disappointed right now if the trip was canceled by the tour group. I know once I get on the airplane and get to London, I will get with it and enjoy myself. Trusting their will be some fun people in the group and I will find a few people to hang out with and converse with.

I haven’t traveled internationally since before Covid hit in 2020. It will be interesting to see what, if anything, has changed. The tour group sent a letter with last minute reminders and the first thing they said was to pack your patience as hotels, restaurants, etc seem to be understaffed and wait times can be long. Not my strong suit but will do my best to go with the flow and lower my expectations of service standards.

Need to do a bit of tiding up the house before I leave. I hate leaving a dirty house. I had cleaned it well mid August but it is time to do a once over again so it is clean before I leave. I have three more days before I go so have time to do that. I may even get the chicken coop cleaned out before I leave. We will see if I get up early enough one morning so I can get that done while it is still cool out.

I did some meditation last night and am working on releasing my concerns about the trip. I feel lighter today and can feel a bit of excitement coming in.

Grateful for a quiet day at home, grateful the packing has begun, and grateful I only have four more days before the adventure begins.

I went to Emporia mid day and got four bags of dog food that I had forgotten yesterday. I also got some cash to leave with Kathy in case she needs something or the kiddos need something while I am gone. I filled the car with gas and got a travel purse and wallet. I usually carry a very small purse and I needed something I could put my water bottle in as well as the other little things I like to have with me when I am out and about and traveling.

I haven’t done much else yet. It is hot again today and I need to go down and check on the chickens and make some water puddles for them to cool down in.

Thanks to the advice of one of my friends that travels a lot, I got travel medical insurance for the trip. That eliminates one of my concerns for the trip. With Covid rearing it’s ugly head again, there is always the chance I can get Covid again. This way if I get it, the travel insurance will help pay for any medical expense as well as the travel difficulties it may present.

Trying to decide if I want to drive to the airport and park my car there or if I want to go to Nicole’s house and leave my car with her and use an Uber to get to the airport. It would be cheaper and probably safer to use the Uber. It would take about 30 more minutes to my day though. It will be a long travel day either way so what is an extra 30 minutes – right?

I have heard at the new airport the pickup line is awful. It would take longer when I get back to wait for an Uber than just walk to my car and go. The parking cost for three weeks would be outrageous though. I guess I will decide the day before or the day of.

I need to remember to type up my reminder notes for Michelle and Kathy of what needs to be done when. It is nice to not need to housesitter this time as I already have them built-in.

A part of me is still hoping that I can get a contract signed for the windows and siding before I leave but I doubt that can happen. I still need to get the EFIS bid and then hear back from the insurance adjuster that he is willing to pay the bid amount for that and the windows. I can’t sign a contract until I know how big of pot I have to work with. It sure would make it easier to leave if I could get that nailed down before I left.

I signed up for full international coverage for my phone for while I am gone. I learned when I walked the Camino to pay the extra dollars to have cell service. I need to remember to drop it when I get back as they sign you up for it to last beyond one month and you have to tell them to drop it off.

I called my debit card bank and put a travel alert on my account for the time I will be in the UK. I trust that they will honor any charges I attempt to put on the card. The credit cards no longer require advanced travel notice. Last time I traveled I had better luck with the credit cards then I did with the debit card. Someone who recently traveled to the UK said cards are king and cash is no longer needed or used much. I will get some cash as the airport in London just in case but am thinking I will use cards for most of my spending.

I don’t have anything on my calendar before I leave except a haircut on Wednesday morning. I will pick up a grocery order after my haircut and then I think I will be ready to go.

I need to finish my packing list so I don’t forget something. I keep reminding myself I am going to the UK and not some third world country where they don’t have the modern conveniences. I can always pick up what I need there if I forget something. I am only taking a carry on bag so can’t take many what-if things. We will be moving from hotel to hotel almost every day so I don’t want to have to drag a big suitcase around daily. I only took a carry-on when I walked the Camino and was gone from home for 60 days. I will manage just fine as I am only going to be gone for 3 weeks this time.

I may checked my bag for the trip as I have a five hour layover before the long flight to London. It is a pain to drag a bag around an airport for that long. I also have trouble getting the carry-on lifted over my head to put in the bin. That kinda defeats one of the reasons for taking only a carry-on though. We shall see what I decide to do. Now that I am 70, maybe I can plead I am old and some young thing will take pity on me and lift it up for me.

Four full days left for me to get ready. It felt good to get a few more things taken care of today. Now I just need to get the final things organized and I will be ready to go.

Sitting with some restlessness still but it is easing up a bit. I think I just needed to take a few steps to get ready to go and allow myself to let go of some reservations I have about leaving. All is well and all will be well.

Grateful some things got checked off my to-do list today, grateful I am feeling less anxious about the trip, and grateful for all the options and choices I get to make.

We had a beautiful but emotional fall Equinox ceremony last night. I believe that if everyone had a special group to gather with and be able to be vulnerable and share your deepest fears and secrets with, the world would be a much better place for all. I hold all that attended with great love and appreciation for all they are.

I took Ellexia to town early afternoon. We picked up a friend of hers and then I dropped them off at a store. I went to several stores looking for a travel bag but didn’t find what I wanted. I went to a bank and broke some hundred dollar bills. Sometimes when you are traveling, they can be hard to break.

I went to Bluestem and got eight 50 pound sacks of chicken feed. I forgot to get dog food. Dang it anyways. I have to go to town next Wednesday so will get it then. 400 pounds of chicken feed was probably enough for one trip anyways.

Ellexia called while I was at the bank and requested a ride to her friend’s house. They were going to walk but changed their minds. I took them to her friend’s house and then went to Walmart to pick up a few things and then came home.

I will ask Tagen to unload the chicken feed before he leaves for his football game tonight. He doesn’t get to play this week as he missed three days of school for being sick. But he gets to stand on the sideline since he is a senior and will enjoy the game that way. Michelle and Ellexia are going to the game but I am staying home since Tagen doesn’t get to play this week.

I got the first insurance payment. This one is part of the payment for the new roof. The insurance adjuster still has not called me back so have been unable to advance any progress on the windows and siding project. It is looking more and more unlikely that I will get anything settled before I go on vacation next Thursday.

I don’t understand insurance talk and am a bit confused with some of the wording on what he sent today. He hasn’t sent me the report for the windows and the siding. What he sent me included the painting of the deck and am not sure if I have to prove that job gets done before I get paid the rest of that payment or not.

I am tired this afternoon. I may go take a nap when I get done writing and doing chicken chores. I woke up early this morning and couldn’t go back to sleep. I feel like I wasted my chance this morning to sleep in. Maybe I will be able to tomorrow morning.

No weekend plans. I am starting to make my travel list of things to take and things I need to get done before I leave. Still not excited about going but I will work on getting there. Feels like a lot of work ahead of me to be able to leave for three weeks. Maybe once I get to the airport Thursday, I will get excited.

Feeling a bit out of sorts this afternoon. Restless and anxious about something but have no idea what. Sure wish I could have gotten final decisions made on the house repairs before I left so I didn’t have that hanging over my head. Not signing contracts until I get back will delay the repairs for three weeks. There is a 5 – 8 week wait for windows which will put me into almost winter time. This project may not get finished until next spring.

Grateful the chicken feed is stocked, grateful the first insurance payment came and grateful for afternoon naps when they are needed.

Kathy, Tagen and I watched the full super blue moon rise last night. There was a have on the horizon so we didn’t get to see it until it was already up. As it rose about the haze, it kept getting brighter and brighter. It was beautiful!

I had trouble finding sleep last night. I didn’t fall asleep until after 3:00 this morning and then had to get up at 6:30. I woke up a couple times during my sleeping period. Dang. Why is sleep so hard some nights?

I was aware when I woke up last night that I woke up to change the channel on the dreams I was having. I rarely dream but last night was having some good ones. I didn’t like the way they were going so I would wake myself up to end them. Rinse and repeat two or three times. I was dream channel surfing I guess!

Got the kiddos lunches packed and water bottles filled and they were off to school. The allergy meds are helping Tagen feel better so he was able to go to school and stay all day today.

I took a nap this afternoon to catch some much needed sleep. I feel better this evening.

I fixed a ham and tater tots for dinner but I ate alone. Tagen went to football practice and they were having a team dinner afterwards that I didn’t know about. Michelle isn’t feeling well and Ellexia wasn’t hungry. They missed a good dinner. Have tons of leftovers so will try the same menu another night soon.

I called the insurance adjuster but he was out of the office and didn’t call me back. The Efis supplier is waiting on some information he needs me to get from the insurance adjuster before he can submit his bid. Hoping tomorrow the insurance adjuster will call me back and I can get the information to the Efis guy and he can get me his bid. Nothing will happen Monday as it is a holiday and I only have Tuesday and Wednesday next week to sign contracts. Not hopeful that can happen but maybe there is still a chance.

Some friends are coming over at 7:00 so we can do our Fall Equinox Ceremony. I need this time tonight! It will be good to get grounded and centered and get some support from my friends. We are going to end our ceremony by watching to moon rise tonight and doing some smudging. That usually helps me clear things that I am holding on to that aren’t mind to hold.

I leave for London a week from today. I think I can, I think I can. I think I realized what was holding me back from getting excited about the trip. I will do some releasing of it tonight at our ceremony and hopefully that will help free me up to get excited about the trip. It will be good for me to get away and have some focused “me” time. That has been in short supply lately.

No plans for the weekend. The kiddos don’t have school again until Tuesday so they will be around all weekend. I do need to do a feed haul so will probably try to do that tomorrow. No use waiting to do all the trip preparation stuff next week. Maybe Tagen can go with me and do the heavy lifting.

Tagen has a home football game tomorrow night but since he missed three days of practice this week he won’t get to play. That means I don’t have to go. Yay! Glad he is feeling better and was able to go to practice today. He is enjoying his welding class and seems to be getting the hang of welding rather easily.

Grateful Tagen is feeling better, grateful for a nap today, and grateful for the friends that are coming over tonight for sacred ceremony.

The chicken coop has a new roof on it. The siding guy came and gave me his bid for new siding and all new windows on the main floor. I could build a new house for that total! Ouch!

The handyman came and painted the ceiling in the kitchen downstairs and installed a new toilet in Kathy’s bathroom. He gave me his estimate on replacing the front porch on my rental property in Cottonwood Falls.

I sent the second Efis guy some pictures. He needs a few more. When the siding guy was here he said he purchased a thingy that gave him the dimensions of the house and he would be happy to share it with the Efis guy. The Efis guy said that would be helpful so need to get that requested and sent to him.

Still haven’t been able to get hold of the first Efis guy. Not sure what happened with him. I haven’t heard from the insurance adjuster either. He told me he sent the first payment for the roof but I haven’t received it yet. I also need his report so the Efis guy knows how to bid the project. I sent the insurance adjuster the Pella bid and asked him a couple of questions but I haven’t heard back from him. I will give him until Friday and then I will call and bug him.

I haven’t heard from the local glass guy on his bid for the windows either. So frustrating to sit and wait for these guys to do their thing. I am running out of time before I leave a week from tomorrow.

Tagen went to welding class but then came home. He slept all afternoon. His girlfriend tested positive for Covid today. We were all around her Saturday so we are all on guard for another day or two. I will test Tagen again tonight and tomorrow to make sure he is negative. The Covid test from the doctor’s office yesterday was negative.

I keep thinking for some reason my trip is going to get canceled. I cannot get excited about it and almost am dreading going now. Covid is rearing it’s ugly head again and something is holding me back. I didn’t get trip insurance so I will go unless something I don’t know now shows up. Fingers crossed all will go exactly as it needs to.

Excited to watch the Full Super Moon rise tonight. It is a Blue Moon which occurs when there are two full moons in the same month. Maybe this restlessness and anxiety is being caused by the moon. It has happened before.

I went to Emporia this afternoon and picked up my grocery order. I also got some allergy medication for Tagen. We need to find something to get that boy feeling better.

Tomorrow night some friends are coming over so we can do sacred ceremony celebrating the Fall Equinox. We are doing it early due to travel schedules. It always gives me a boost to gather with these friends and am looking forward to our celebration.

The kids don’t have school Friday or Monday so they will enjoy a four-day weekend. Maybe I will get to sleep in for four days! We don’t have any special plans for the weekend. The event I was going to on Saturday got canceled due to Covid.

Early next week I will need to stock up chicken and dog food for the time while I am gone. It will be a big haul.. Trusting my car will carry it all. I guess I could make two trips but we shall see. I only have one bag of chicken feed left so may need to do that haul Saturday.

The girls only gave me 16 eggs today. Yesterday I got 20 and the day before I only got 14. Thinking the noise and confusion from the roof job caused them to slack off a bit. The heat is coming back too. I think they are ready for the cooler temperatures fall will bring. I have lots of extra eggs if anyone needs some.

Feeling uneasy and restless this afternoon. Something is up and I’m not sure what it is. Doing the best I can to ground myself and allow whatever it is to be what it is. Tomorrow night’s ceremony will help me ground better. Things always work out. Reminding myself to stay in this moment where all is well.

Grateful the roof job is complete, grateful the ceiling repair and toilet replacement got done today, and grateful in this moment, all is well.

The roofers returned this morning and did the east side of the house. They were finished by noon. They didn’t do the chicken coop but have to come back to do the guttering after the siding gets repaired so I am assuming they will do the chicken coop then. I was grateful when the hammering and noise stopped.

I got up at 6:30 to get Ellexia up and to pack lunches. Tagen stayed home sick again today. After Michelle and Ellexia left at 7:15 I did a few things and then went back to bed. I didn’t feel very good this morning and was still tired. I slept through most of the roofing noise.

I am fixing a meat loaf and Kraft Mac and Cheese for dinner tonight. It was Ellexia’s turn to choose what we are having. That will be an easy dinner to fix later.

I found a second Efis supplier. This one is from Blue Springs, MO but felt he could do the job in Strong City. I am going to send him pictures and the drawings of the dimensions Phil made and we will see what happens. I still can’t get hold of the first guy. This guy wants me to check with my insurance adjuster to see if he is willing to pay for replacement or for repair. He will bid accordingly.

I got the Pella window quote this afternoon. I will forward that to my insurance adjuster. I keep hoping I will get his claim information but so far I haven’t gotten anything from him. I got notice it was sent last week but not here yet. It is coming all the way from McPherson so the pony express may be slow! Ha! Sad that it takes a week for a letter to get from McPherson to Strong City these days.

I haven’t heard from my local glass guy. He is working up a bid on the windows too. Neither have I heard back from the siding guy. He is working up a bid on replacing all the windows and putting on steel siding. Both were to have gotten back in touch with me the first of this week.

Last night Kathy called me downstairs again. This time to show me her toilet is spraying water out the bottom of the tank. She was able to tighten it up and it no longer sprays but I don’t trust it. I sent a text to my plumber to see if he could come replace it. He can but not sure when he can make it out. I sent an email to my handyman and he will be able to do it tomorrow when he comes to paint the downstairs kitchen ceiling. I am going to put a high rise toilet in. I have gotten used to those and really like them better then the lower ones. Wonder what will break next? I can’t seem to catch a break with things breaking around here lately.

I placed an on-line grocery order that I am going to pick up tomorrow. Next week I will get a big one as it will have to last for three weeks. I might log Kathy into my on-line account and have her place one each week while I am gone. I wonder if my bank debit card will allow me to charge in the states and be able to use it without issue in Europe? The challenges of modern technology!

We are back in the 90’s today and are to hang around the lower to middle 90’s for the next week. No chances of rain in the extended forecast. Dang! We need rain.

Michelle is going to take Tagen to Urgent Care when she gets home tonight. She couldn’t get a doctor’s appointment for him and he needs to be seen. I’m concerned about his tonsils. He had an abscess on his tonsils a year or so ago and it seems to be the spot where he gets hit when he gets sick. We need to get him well so he can get back to his welding classes.

I’m grateful that the roof got finished up today, grateful I got the Pella window bid, and grateful I found another Efis supplier.

The roofers have been hard at it all day. Grateful it isn’t as hot as it was last week for them. We reached the mid 80’s today which is plenty hot when you are on the roof. Better than over 100 I guess.

The Pella guy had told me he was coming at 10:00 this morning. At 10:15 I called the company to find out where he was at. They had me on his schedule for 4:00 today.

He shows up at 2:05. Grateful he came but the guy really needs to work on his time management and communication. He dodged nails and droppings from the roofers and measured all the doors and windows. He sat down at the table and showed me his bid when he was done inputting everything. I almost fell over – it is over $100,000. That is just for the west and north side windows and not even the lower west side windows and doors. Ouch!

My internet is down as the roofers had to take down the internet thingy off the roof. The Pella guy couldn’t transmit the bid without better internet so he is to send it to me once he gets back to the office today. Do I trust that he will do that? Not sure!

When I do get the bid I will forward it to my insurance adjuster. I still haven’t received written confirmation on which of the doors and windows the insurance adjuster is willing to pay to replace. He can take the Pella bid and take out what he didn’t approve. Hopefully he can get a check cut this week.

I’m thinking the roofers will be back tomorrow. They made a lot of progress today and are putting shingles on but they are running out of day. They still have to do the chicken coop. That might be a challenge for them as I have netting over the top of the chicken yard attached to the coop. Not sure how they get through that to get to the roof but they can figure that out.

I only got 15 eggs today. I’m thinking the noise from the roofers spooked the chickens today. It kinda spooked me. Tank, Michelle’s dog and Louis, Kathy’s cat were both spooked all day too.

Not sure if I need to call the internet people to come out and make sure the thingy on the roof is installed correctly when the roofers are done. Guess we will find out tomorrow when the roofers are done.

I tried calling the Efis guy but his mailbox is full and he can’t accept any messages. Hope that isn’t a sign that he has blown me off. I will keep trying him. He has always answered me before.

Tagen stayed home from school today. He has a swollen throat, headache and is congested. No fever today but he has been very tired and rested all day. Hope he gets better soon. I’m concerned about his tonsils as he has had trouble with them before.

No plans for tomorrow or Wednesday. I may go to town tomorrow just to get away from the roofing noise for a bit. It tried my patience today at times. I was doing OK until the internet went down and I couldn’t play my music or watch TV.

I got a bit cranky when the Pella guy didn’t show up this morning. I would have canceled him out if I hadn’t needed a bid from Pella. I don’t like people telling me one thing and then doing something else. It feels disrespectful. He did apologize when he got here for not coming last week. I was grateful he was able to give me a bid right away – that is if he gets it emailed to me promptly.

Now if I can get the Efis guy to do his thing this hail project will get moving along. One big part of it got done today and maybe tomorrow I can nail down the Efis guy. I’m getting anxious to get this done before I leave next week.

Grateful the Pella guy finally showed up, grateful I have replacement cost insurance, and grateful the roofers are doing their thing.

It has been a quiet day at home. I did go into Strong City to get some ice but other than that I have stayed home all day.

Tagen is congested, has a slight cough but no fever. I sure hope he was just very tired and his body wanted him to rest today. He took a nap this afternoon. Hoping he can go to school tomorrow but we shall see how he feels in the morning.

Ellexia came back this evening. She will be here all week. She missed my sack lunches I pack for her to take to school. Good to know I am good for something!

Tomorrow the Pella window guy is to come at 10:00 in the morning. Last time he tried to come he got lost so we shall see if he can find me tomorrow. I need him to come as his bid to replace the 20 doors and windows is what the insurance will use to pay me.

Tomorrow I am going to call the Efis guy and see if he has had any time to work up a bid and to see if he needs any more information in order to get that bid to me. I need him to do this bid so the insurance can get the payment for the repair of the Efis started.

I can’t make any decisions about windows or siding until I get those two bids. Fingers crossed that both bids will come in this week. Sometime this week the siding guy is to get back to me and let me know how much replacing all the windows on the main floor and putting on steel siding will cost. I have a feeling I better be sitting down when I see that total.

I don’t have much else on my calendar for this week. I will have a couple of quiet days to start prepping for my trip next week. 11 days to go!

Hoping we here something about Tagen’s pickup this week. Still don’t know if we will fix it or junk it. It would be nice to have a pickup for the chicken feed hauls but this one isn’t worth putting lots more money in to it.

Feeling a bit out of sorts tonight. I have this big hail project on my plate and a big trip to prepare for. The timing of the trip isn’t ideal and I am struggling to get into the spirit of getting away. Hopefully the hail project will get moving this week and I will feel more comfortable getting away.

The roofers will be here bright and early in the morning to start the reroofing project. Not sure how long they will be here. May need to find something to distract me from the noise.

Grateful for a quiet day at home, grateful Ellexia is back home for the week, and grateful I have a quiet week ahead.

It was a busy morning for me. I went to the Olpe Meat Locker and picked up the other half of the beef. I came home and counted and sorted it and put away 3/4 of it in my freezer. I delivered the other 1/4 of it to my neighbor.

I was grateful I found room in my freezers for all the beef. I would have run out of room if I had kept all of it. I have been working to get the freezers cleaned out but still have some things I need to get used up. I feel rich having two freezers full, the propane purchased for the winter and the hay stocked up for the chickens. I am ready for winter!

I went to Emporia to watch Tagen’s football scrimmage. When I got there I ran into Ellexia and she asked me to go pick up Tagen’s girlfriend. I did that and then came back and watched the last part of the scrimmage. Tagen only played for a couple of plays and I was able to be there for those.

I brought his girlfriend to the house and when Tagen got here I fixed them lunch. They hung out for a while and then went to his other grandmother’s house for a birthday party for Tagen’s Uncle.

I fell asleep in my corner chair and slept for an hour or so. I was still tired from yesterday’s adventures. I had stayed up late last night waiting for Tagen to get home from his football outing. He texted me at midnight and he still hadn’t gotten to Emporia. He decided to spend the night at his dad’s house as he had to be at the High School at 8:00 this morning. Staying in town gave him an extra hour of sleep last night. He was one tired puppy this afternoon.

We had a storm rolled through during the night. I had a wind gust of 48.6MPH. I was afraid the piles of shingles that are on my roof would blow off but haven’t seen evidence of that in the daylight. We only ended up with 0.17 of an inch of rain. West and north of here got some good rain last night. At least the storm blew in a cold front and it was only in the mid 80’s today. I welcome the cooler weather after having a week of over 105 everyday.

Don’t have much I need to do today or tomorrow so will take some chill time. Monday I will need to make some phone calls and try to keep the hail damage project moving. The Pella guy is to come Monday afternoon to give me a bid on replacing the 20 doors and windows.

The roofing guys will be here early Monday morning to get started replacing the roof. I might need to plan an escape Monday and Tuesday while the pounding is going on. I’ll see how much of it I can take.

I will need to get a big stock of chicken feed one day next week. I still have one bag left so it isn’t urgent. I will need to stock about 10 bags before I leave for vacation September 7. The dogs will need a couple bags stocked ahead too.

Ellexia will be back Sunday night. I will have to remember to pack two lunches each morning next week. They only have school four days next week.

I need to give some thought about stocking the pantry while I am gone too. Michelle will have to get milk, bread and those type of things while I am gone. Hard to predict how much food I will need to stock while I am gone. Guess Michelle can fill in the missing pieces as needed.

I am struggling to get excited about the trip to England, Ireland and Scotland. Not sure what is behind that. The hail damage kinda threw a kink in my plans and I don’t like the thought of leaving all that undone. Sure hoping I can get the windows and siding decisions made and contracts signed before I leave. That would give me a bit of peace of mind.

I keep hearing about the rising numbers of Covid cases again. Crossing my fingers and toes that I won’t encounter it on my trip. I have already had it twice and don’t need to go for the third time. I have a bit of anxiety thinking about getting it while I am on the trip. That would not be fun by any means.

Need to go down and do chicken chores. Hoping the girls will have given me close to two dozen eggs today. This week the egg production dropped off a bit due to the heat. Can’t say I blame the girls though. Laying an egg looks like hard work and it was too hot to work hard this week.

Feeling a bit anxious and restless today. It will be good for me to have a quiet day at home tomorrow. I can’t do much about moving the hail damage project along on Sunday so I can set that aside and enjoy the day. It is to be clear and only in the mid 80’s tomorrow so maybe I can get out and take a walk in nature and try to walk off this restlessness.

Grateful to see Tagen play football today, grateful the beef is in my freezers, and grateful for the cooler temperatures.

Another hot one today. My car showed 108 on the way home from KC today. Luckily the heat wave ends tonight. The high tomorrow is to be in the mid to upper 80’s.

I went to the Olpe Meat Locker around noon and picked up Nicole’s half of beef. I took some boxes to contain it and took my weighted blanket to put on top of it for the ride to KC. I blasted the A/C in my car on the way to KC. I had to put on my sweater as the car was too cold for me. The meat was still very frozen when I got to Nicole’s house at 2:00.

Nicole’s friend came and picked up half of her half. I helped Nicole get her quarter in the freezers and then headed out. She works from home and had a call she needed to participate in.

I stopped at Chipotle and had lunch and then went to Cabela’s and got some trail pants and a few new shirts for my trip in September. I came home after that. Traffic was heavy until I got south of Gardner and then it lighten up a bit. I forgot this was Friday and traffic was heavier than normal.

I got an email from my insurance adjuster letting me know the first payment on the roof replacement was put in the mail today. My insurance agent was able to get Jim’s name removed from the policy so now the insurance adjuster can start asking payments.

I got a call from the roofing company to let me know they are going to start the new roof on Monday. Wow! That was fast. I may need to look for something to do Monday and Tuesday while the roofers are here making noise.

I still haven’t heard from the Efis guy so will call him Monday. I was going to call him this afternoon but was on the road and I don’t use my cell phone when I am driving.

The Pella guy is to come Monday afternoon if he can find my house. Not sure why he struggled so much trying to find it last Wednesday. The other contractors have driven right to it.

Feels like a bit of progress was made today on the hail damage resolution. The next big things I need are the Efis and Pella bids and then I can start making some decisions on what to do next. Hopefully by mid-week next week I will have those.

I need to check with the insurance adjuster about the deck painting and see if I need to get a bid or if he is going to pay market standard price. His roofing estimate was based on market standard but he holds back 20% of it and pays that out at actual cost bases. He was unable to come up with a market standard for the Efis replacement and the window replacements as Efis is not common and the windows are custom sized.My understanding is that when he gets those two bids he will pay me that cost.

Tomorrow morning I am going back to the Olpe Meat Locker to pick up my half of beef. I didn’t want to get it today and then come home and put mine away before I went to KC. I didn’t want Nicole’s meat to sit out that long.

I have a football scrimmage to go to at 11:00 tomorrow to watch Tagen play. I’ll have to make two trips to town tomorrow. Some days are like that, I guess.

Not much on my calendar for next week. The Pella guy is coming Monday afternoon and I am hosting an Equinox Celebration Thursday evening. I should have plenty of down time to start prepping for my trip. 13 days to go and counting….

Before I leave I will need to get a big load of chicken and dog food stocked up. The chickens seem to be eating an unusually high amount of food right now. They are going through more than one bag a week. I’ll have to get at least 10 bags next week to last them until the end of September. The dogs go through one 50 pound bag a week. Wonder if my car can haul 700 pounds of feed in one trip? I may need to make two trips.

Tagen is playing football in Wichita tonight. They are doing something called a Jamboree where three different teams take turns playing each other with a limited amount of downs. Craig and Nancy are going to watch him. I’m too tired to drive to Wichita after having driven to KC today.

Michelle got another offer on their house today. Fingers crossed the loan the people need will get approved and this sale will go through. Third time is a charm – right?

Feeling a bit exhausted and a bit overwhelmed this evening. Going to the city can do that to me. The heat is getting to me too. I’m not out in it much but it sure seems to zap my energy what little I am out in it. I feel for those that have to work outside all day. I worry about the football players tonight. It is still over 100 at 6:00 so it won’t cool down much when they start playing in full pads at 7:30.

Grateful for a safe trip to KC, grateful to see Nicole for a hot minute today, grateful for some movement on the hail damage claim, and grateful I found some trail pants today.

109 on my car thermometer on the way home from Emporia this afternoon. Yikes! It is another hot one out there.

A guy from Manhattan came this morning to give me a bid to replace the Efis with metal siding and to replace the Pella windows with Marvin windows. I liked him and liked his approach to the windows and siding. He usually gives the client an immediate bid but since the house is so big and this will be a big bid, he asked if he could work up some numbers and options and come back next week to present it.

Sounded reasonable to me. He is going to work up a custom look to the front of the house and possibly in a few places in the back. My real estate business partner was concerned I would lose the custom look of the house if I put on metal siding. Metal siding these days has many looks and the guy guaranteed the house would still look like a custom built house.

Another company was to have come this morning to give me a siding bid but they didn’t show up or call to tell me they weren’t coming. Yet another company is to come tonight at 6:00 but am doubtful they will show up either. Siding companies are a dime a dozen and some are not reliable.

The roofing company had the shingles delivered. They had to put them on the roof of the house. I gave them permission for their heavy truck to back up to the front of the house. They left some ruts in the yard. Now the front yard matches the back yard! I am guessing the roofers will be here next week to do the job. That was easy and fast!

The meat locker called me to tell me the beef is ready to be picked up. I am taking half of it to Nicole in KC tomorrow. I will only pick up her half and then I will get my half Saturday. As hot as it is, I don’t want it in the car any longer then it has to be. While I am in KC tomorrow, I will stop and see if I can find some trail pants for my trip in September.

I had a wonderful birthday dinner last night with several girl friends. We went to Union Social and as always, the service and food was excellent. Great food and great company – what more can a girl ask for?

I picked up the two prescriptions that were ready to go this afternoon and picked up a few grocery items so I can make dinner tonight. I am going to make stroganoff. Tagen wasn’t sure he has ever had it before but he likes Alfredo so I think he will like stroganoff. I then got the on-line grocery order loaded into my car and headed home. Too hot to do any other errands.

I need to go down and do the chicken chores when I get done blogging. I have a watermelon to take to them today. I have been creating water puddles for them to play in and cool off when I go down every afternoon. They seem to like the puddle water better then the water in their watering cans. When I dump out the water from their watering cans it is hot! Doing my best to keep the chickens happy and as cool as I can. Haven’t lost one yet but heat is really hard on them. I got 18 eggs yesterday which isn’t bad considering the weather.

Still haven’t heard from the insurance adjuster or the Efis guy. The Pella guy got lost yesterday and wasn’t going to get here until the time I had to leave to go to town for my birthday dinner. He rescheduled and is to come Monday. I would have canceled him altogether but I need a bid from Pella. I have no intention of buying more Pella windows but the insurance adjuster needs a quote from Pella of the cost it will be to replace the 20 doors and windows he is paying for.

I will call both the Efis guy and the insurance adjuster if I haven’t heard from them by tomorrow afternoon. I really want to move this project along and get contracts for the windows and siding signed before I leave September 7. Not sure I can do that but that is my goal.

The window guy said it will take 5 – 8 weeks before the windows will be ready to be installed. They go in before the siding is done. Once the siding is done the roofers will come back and put up the new guttering. Hoping this project can get started in October and be done before the snow flies this winter. We shall see. It may get pushed back until spring, depending on the weather this fall.

Don’t have any weekend plans and not much on my calendar for next week. If I can’t find trail pants tomorrow, I may need to make another trip to KC or Wichita to go shopping. Hoping I find some tomorrow to avoid a second trip to a city next week.

Two weeks from today I leave for London. I fly to Minneapolis and then to London. I will arrive in London on Friday morning at 7:15 am their time. It may be a long day before I can get to check into my room at the hotel. I will have to find something fun to do that day to keep me awake. The actual tour doesn’t begin until Saturday evening so I have two full days in London to see some things not on the tour.

We are to cool down next week. Hoping this has been summer’s last blast. I am ready for fall and cooler temperatures.

Grateful the siding guy came today and I liked him, grateful the shingles got delivered today, and grateful for my friends that treated me to dinner last night.

I have had two contractors here today so far with one more coming this afternoon. I have two coming tomorrow.

One today finished the ceiling repair downstairs. He will need to come back one more time to paint the ceiling.

The other one measured all the windows on the main floor. While he was here he taped up the broken window so glass would not fall out and cut one of the critters. The Pella guy is coming later today. Insurance will pay for me to get 20 new Pella windows and doors. I may take that money and get cheaper windows for all of the main floor. I want the windows to match and I will have to stick with Pella to make that happen or replace all of them. Several of the other windows on the main floor are failing and it might make more sense to replace all of them with a different brand. I haven’t been impressed with the Pella windows. This house is 20 years old and the windows are failing. It seems like they should last longer than that.

Tomorrow two siding guys are coming. I am still waiting to see what the Efis is going to cost to replace it on the west and north side of the house. It might give me enough funds to completely side the entire house with a different product. I am looking at metal or cement siding with doing a batten look on the front. Again it will depend on how much funds I have to work with.

When my handyman was here to fix the ceiling, we discussed the porch on the rental house in Cottonwood Falls. It has settled some more and needs some serious repair. We discussed taking the existing porch off and replacing it with a simpler structure. The porch is in bad shape and it would really help clean up the look of the house to replace it. He is going to draw up some ideas and try to find a porch on another house that looks like what he has in mind to do.

Tonight Kathy and I are going to Union Social for dinner. Three of my best friends are joining us to celebrate my birthday. It will be fun to have an evening out with these special friends.

Tagen’s welding class got canceled for today and tomorrow due to the heat. He did his first welding yesterday and enjoyed doing it but it was 120 in the building he was in. They wisely decided that was foolish to expose the students to that environment.

Since he had the morning off he got to eat breakfast and lunch at home. I have been packing his lunch but today he got some leftover macaroni and cheese and leftover pulled pork sandwich. Michelle will get to fix him dinner tonight as I will be gone.

I haven’t gotten much done today but deal with contractors. I did get the kitchen cleaned up from the weekend. I placed my on-line grocery order that I will pick up tomorrow. I need to go to town to pick up a prescription so will take care of both things tomorrow in one trip. Both contractors that are coming tomorrow are to come in the morning so I should be good to go to town in the afternoon.

The roofing company called to tell me they placed the order for the shingles and the shingles will be delivered sometime next week. Once they are here they will put me on the schedule and get that job done. I need to go to KC shopping one day and one of the days they are here roofing might be the day to go to get away from the noise.

We have had another day of extreme heat with the temperature above 100 again. This is to continue through Saturday. Thankfully next week won’t be as hot. Maybe this is summer’s last blast for the year.

Haven’t heard back from the Efis guy, my insurance agent, or the insurance adjuster. I am patiently waiting on them to make their next move. I can’t make any final decisions until I hear from them and then get the Pella estimate. Still hoping to get some contracts signed and on a waiting list for both siding and windows before I leave for England in two weeks. Might not happen but that is my goal.

We got to see Tagen’s Senior pictures today. They were taken Sunday. they turned out really good. Some of them were taken here at my house at sunset. Tagen seemed pleased with them too.

I have a few letters I need to write so may get to them this afternoon. It is too hot to go outside to do anything and the house is still fairly clean from the weekend. Not much on my to-do list right now which is nice.

No plans for the weekend. Thinking the beef will be ready to be picked up so may have to go get it. I have been working to get the freezers cleaned out and ready to hold it all. I may take part of it to KC if I have time. We shall see when they call to tell me it is ready.

Next week I have to move the upcoming trip to my priority list and get myself organized for it. I leave two weeks from tomorrow. Time is flying by and it will be time to leave before I can blink. I think I can, I think I can be ready.

Grateful for contractors and their expertise, grateful for my friends and the joy and love they bring to my life, and grateful this heat is to end this weekend.

Finally got a quiet day at home. No emergencies so far today. I did leave the house to take the recycling to Cottonwood Falls to dump it. Other than that, I have stayed home and enjoyed the quiet.

I had the house to myself all morning. That hadn’t happened for a bit. I fell asleep in my chair this morning. I had woken up at 3:30 and couldn’t go back to sleep so I needed a bit more sleep.

I took the day off from dealing with the hail damage stuff. Although i did call my realtor business partner and asked him about changing the siding on the house and the windows. He gave me some considerations I hadn’t thought about. This will not be an easy decision to decide what to do. I still don’t have enough information to make a decision yet so will give it some more time.

Tomorrow I have two window people cmowing to give me bids on replacing the windows. One is Pella which is where the original windows came from. The other is a local guy that sells other window brands. I really need to keep all the windows the same so not sure where this will go. I haven’t been pleased with the Pella windows. Some have failed and I have already replaced a couple. Not sure it is worth the extra money to put them back in. I probably can replace every window in the house with a cheaper brand with the money I will get from insurance as they will pay the full replacement value on the 20 doors and windows that they are paying for.

I also have two metal siding guys coming this week to give me estimates on changing out the Efis. However after talking to my business partner, I’m not sure a metal siding is the way to go. He is concerned about resale value and changing the look of this custom built house.

I haven’t heard from the Efis guy or the insurance adjuster. I will give them to the end of the week and then I will bug them both. I hate to be a pest but I also know they respond to a squeaky wheel and can ignore others.

I am fixing Tagen sloppy joes and macaroni and cheese for dinner. Michelle is helping make snack sacks for the football players when she gets off work and she will be late getting home. Tagen hasn’t been getting home until 6:30 or 7:00. He is hot and tired when he gets here. They are practicing inside this week due to the heat but he said it is still hot as they practice in full pads.

The chickens seem to be surviving the heat so far. I let the hose run for about five minutes while I gather eggs and give them fresh water. The hose water creates some swimming holes for them to play in and cool off. They love to drink the dirty water from the puddles. They gave me 19 eggs today which is amazing considering the heat.

Kathy’s cat disappeared for the longest time today. Kathy looked all over outside and we both looked inside. I went to my bedroom closet to get something and found Louis. Kathy was very relieved he was found. She was worried he had escaped outside and was in the heat of the day outside.

It reached over 100 again today. It is to hit over 100 everyday this week. We will get a bit of a break Sunday and next week is to be in the high 80’s or low 90’s. This heat is wearing us all out.

I need to go to Walmart and pick up a prescription. I may run in this afternoon as I have contractors coming the next two days.

Tomorrow night I am meeting some friends at Union Social for dinner to celebrate my birthday. Kathy and Candace put this little gathering together. It will be a treat to have some time with my best friends. Yesterday was a bit chaotic and didn’t feel like much of a day to celebrate.

I really need to start putting together a packing list for my trip to Europe. I leave two weeks from Thursday. I need to get some new pants and skirts to take so may need to take a day and go to KC shopping. I want some pants that wash and dry easily. I will be gone for three weeks and am only taking a carry-on bag so will be washing things out. The pants I have now take too long to dry. I will be staying more than one night at several hotels so can send clothes to be laundered at those hotels. It gets expensive though so like having the options of washing them out myself. I did that on the Camino and got along fine.

I’m surprised I have stayed about the neutral level of consciousness this last week. I have slipped below a few times but have managed to climb right back up. I don’t like unfinished projects and this hail damage project will be an unfinished project for months to come. It feels like it has a lot of moving parts and I am a pawn in the game. Waiting on others to do something is not my strength. I would rather just do it myself and I can’t in this project. A huge life lesson for me!

Grateful for a quiet morning alone at home, grateful for more sleep this morning and grateful the chickens are still alive.

Had a busy morning making phone calls trying to move along the hail damage stuff. My handyman Phil came out to repair the sheet rock in the ceiling downstairs that was water damaged due to the garbage disposal failing last week. While he was here, I had him measure the west and north side of the house so I could send those measurements to the contractor that is working up a bid to repair the Efis. Phil understands those things much better than I do and he drew some diagrams that show the measurements. I scanned them and emailed them to the Efis guy.

I called Pella windows hoping they could work up an estimate from the original window order from when the house was built. No such luck. They have the original order but like to do on-site estimates when it is that big of a job. They are coming Wednesday afternoon to measure and work up an estimate. I have 20 windows and doors that need replaced. The local glass person is coming Wednesday morning to give me an estimate too.

I got an email from my insurance agent asking for a copy of the divorce decree so she can take Jim’s name off the policy. I called her and reminded her I had sent that when we removed his cars from the policy in January. She remembered it then and said she had taken the cars off but forgot to take his name off the main house policy. I sent another copy just in case. The insurance adjuster can’t send me any information or dollars until that gets taken care of.

I called and got a haircut schedule for the week that I am leaving for England in September.

Tagen came home at 10:00. He had finished his Vo-Tech class early for the day and didn’t have to be at his high school class until noon. He had gotten a text saying he could pick up the Mustang so we went in to Cottonwood Falls to do so but the shop was closed. Tagen got a text later from the owner saying the owner’s dog was sick and the owner had to take the dog to the Vet.

Tagen left for town again to go to his high school class and took the pickup. 20 minutes later he called me to tell me the pickup quit working and he was stuck in the intersection at 6th and Graphic Arts Rd. I told him to flag someone down to help him push the truck to a safe spot and I would head in.

I called Michelle and she left work and went to where Tagen was. Tagen called his girlfriend and she was there too by the time I got to town. They managed to get the car into a parking lot out of traffic. I called a tow truck and Tagen’s girlfriend took Tagen to school. Michelle went back to work.

The tow truck showed up quickly but while they were loading the pickup they broke the hitch of the wrench. We had to wait for another tow truck to come with a replacement. 45 minutes later we headed to Cottonwood Falls to drop off the pickup with our repair guy.

While I was at the shop, I paid for the Mustang repair. The guy had come back to the shop, thank heavens. He gave me the Mustang key and Tagen can go get the Mustang tonight when he gets out of football practice.

Tagen’s pickup won’t shift into gear reliably and it won’t hold if it does shift into gear. We discovered the pickup is leaking transmission fluid. If it is an easy to fix leak, we will get it repaired. If it needs a new transmission we will not fix it. I have spent $600 on this pickup so far and Craig pitched in another $200. The pickup is only worth about $3,000. No use throwing good money away on it and spend more on repairs then the pickup is worth. We shall see what happens.

Phil got the hole in the ceiling repaired today and has put a couple coats of mud on it. He is coming back Wednesday to finish up the job. While Phil was here he looked at the siding and helped me come up with some options of what to do with it and the windows. I may use the insurance money and reside the entire house with a different product depending on how the numbers come in. I am going to get some bids for the other product so I know the cost of that so I can be ready to make a decision when I know how much the insurance is willing to pay.

This whole project is like a game of dominos and I can’t get ahead of myself. One link leads to another and then another, etc. The chain is broken if I try to skip a link.

Now I get to wait on others to make their move before I get to move something else. I need the Efis repair guy to send me his estimate. I need the insurance lady to fix the policy. I need the window people to come give me an estimate. I need the cement siding people to come give me an estimate. I need the insurance adjuster to send me his estimates of repair costs and the first check towards paying for the hail damage. I think I did all that I was to do – next move is in other people’s hands.

While Phil was here he told me the porch on the rental property I own in Cottonwood Falls has sunk even more on one side. Phil told me how he could fix it and I gave him approval to do so. He didn’t give me an estimate on the cost but I trust him and know he will only do what is needed and do it in the most efficient way he knows how to do.

I sure hope this is the end of unexpected surprise expenses. I have had more than my share this last week. I’m grateful I know who to call when they happen and have been able to get the process started towards getting repairs done but ……. I really dislike doing things like this and spending money on things like this. Enough already!!!!

I have been able to stay in a good head space today regardless of the day’s events. I turned 70 today and have been enjoying reading the texts, cards and facebook messages people have been sending me. 70 sure sounds old to me but I don’t feel old most days. Guess age is just a number. Not sure what 70 is to feel or be like since I have never been 70 before.

Grateful to be alive for another birthday, grateful the hail damage repair process is moving along, and grateful for all my friends and family that are sharing love with me today.

What a weekend. I didn’t have a chance to sit down and blog last night. It was a full day and then some.

I got up early Saturday morning to make deviled eggs and to finish cleaning the house. I got the dinner buffet line set up and drinks made.

Kathy went to town at 11:00 to pick up the meat from Bobby D’s. Michelle went to town in the morning for Tagen’s football scrimmage and brought home lots of ice for me.

Nicole and Geoff came around noon and we headed to Pioneer Bluffs. Michelle and Ellexia stayed home but the rest of us went.

My cousin Larry gave a wonderful talk about the Patton family history. Jason and Melissa met us there. It was a hot day to sit in the loft of a barn to listen to the family story but we were entranced with what we were hearing and didn’t notice the heat so much. It reached 114 yesterday. Hottest day I ever remember having in KS.

Came back to the house and finished the final preparations for dinner. Three of my cousins and three grandkids of theirs came to join us for dinner. I think there were 20 of us for dinner.

We sat around and visited and told family stories and ate. There was plenty of good food and wonderful company.

Most of them left around 5:30 or so. The kids and I watched the Chief pre-season game and hung around and visited.

Nicole and Geoff brought their camper so they spent the night in that as I was out of beds.

We got up early this morning and headed to Emporia to help Michelle make the final move out of her house. It took 30 minutes to rent the UHaul. I hadn’t anticipated it would take that long. We finally got through the process and Geoff drove the truck to Michelle’s house. Kathy, Jason, Melissa, Tagen, Nicole, Michelle, Geoff and I got her things loaded up.

While the kids were doing the heavy stuff, Kathy and I went to get some breakfast sandwiches and cold drinks. By the time we got back the truck was loaded. We came out to my house and unloaded the UHaul. We then put some things in the UHaul that Michelle wanted to donate to the Salvation Army.

Tagen and I followed Nicole and Geoff to town. We stopped and filled the UHaul with gas and then went to the Salvation Army and unloaded the donations and returned the UHaul.

Nicole and Geoff headed to KC and Tagen and I stopped and got some lunch and then came home.

I think it might be nap time. It was very hot moving stuff today. Grateful we got it done this morning and didn’t have to do it this afternoon. It is already 103 and it is just now noon.

I have a bit of work to do in the kitchen to get it restored back to normal from the dinner last night but it won’t take long. We have some leftover pulled pork for sandwiches tonight so I will call that dinner.

Phil is coming in the morning to start the Sheetrock repair in the basement ceiling. I forgot to have the kids help me measure the house for the Efis guy so will have Phil do that tomorrow when he comes.

Tomorrow I will need to get those measurements of the house sent to the Efis repair guy so he can work up an estimate for the insurance adjuster. I also need to call Pella Windows and have them give me an estimate to replace the 20 doors and windows. The local glass guy is coming Wednesday to give me an estimate. I also need to make sure Jim’s name was removed from the insurance policy so the insurance adjuster can start cutting me some checks.

Tagen’s car is done so will go get that picked up tomorrow. I will either take Tagen before he goes to school in the morning or Kathy and I will go get it later in the day. Tagen is excited to get his car back. I will then start the process to buy the pickup from him.

Hoping this week will slow down a bit. Last week felt like a train wreck with surprises and unexpected tasks almost every day. I am ready for a quiet week at home.

Tomorrow I turn 70. Nicole told me I will now be old enough that I don’t have to remove my shoes when I go through airport security. Gotta take the good things wherever you can find them – right?

Enjoying the quiet of the prairie today and the cool of the A/C. I think I will stay home the rest of the day and relax. I have taken three trips to town already today. That exceeds my patience level for the day!

It was a fun weekend with lots of family time. All three kids were here last night and I always appreciate those days. They all worked together this morning and helped Michelle get moved. What ever do you do if you don’t have family close?

Grateful for family memories and the creation of new family memories, grateful the move is done and grateful for a quiet afternoon at home.

Last night Kathy called me downstairs. There was water on the floor in the TV room dripping from the ceiling. I could tell by looking at the sheet rock ceiling that it had been leaking for a bit.

I sent a text to my plumber and they were able to come out today. Turns out the garbage disposal at the hand sink went bad and was leaking. It had dripped down through the bottom of the sink cabinet to the ceiling below. They took out the disposal and put in a normal sink trap. I never used that disposal so no use replacing it. My handy man has been notified and will come repair the sheet rock when he can work it in his schedule. That was easy!

My handy man came out this morning and replaced the missing cap on the flue pipe on the roof. Crossed one thing off my list from the storm damage. Guess I crossed off the A/C unit repair too. Two down, and I am afraid to count how many things are left to do.

I haven’t heard from the Efis guy yet so will call him this afternoon as he requested I do. I sure hope he can get out next week and we can come up with a plan of action. I need to remember to ask him about the new windows and door and in what order does thing need to get done. Can the windows go in before the Efis repair or should they go in afterwards? I am ignorant about things like that.

I got a notification from my insurance company telling me who my insurance adjuster is and who his boss is. I noticed it was addressed to myself and Jim. I sent an email to my insurance agent to let her know Jim’s name needs to be removed from the policy. I had sent her the divorce papers back in January.

I had barely hit send on the email when the insurance adjuster called and asked me about Jim’s name on the policy. He didn’t want to send me a check with his name on it if Jim was no long around. I like this insurance adjuster and appreciate him noticing that and checking with me first. He will wait to send the check until the insurance agent can get Jim’s name removed from the policy.

The insurance adjuster had called me yesterday afternoon and I was able to visit with him about the windows, the siding and the roof. The roofing bid I got was lower than what the insurance would have paid out so I can proceed with signing a contract and get that process started. I called the guy that came out to give me a bid but I haven’t heard back from him yet. Insurance will pay what ever it will cost to repair the siding on the west and north side of the house with Efis. What I do with the money is up to me. So I can replace the Efis with another product with no worries or I can restore the Efis. Now I need to cost everything out and decide what to do.

I called my local glass guy to come out and give me a bid on replacing the windows. He will be out next week. I will also call the Pella company and get a bid from them. They have the original order from when the house was built so they won’t need to come out to give me a bid.

The sale of Michelle’s house that was to happen next week fell through. The buyer backed out. Michelle found out that this is the third time this buyer has backed out of buying a house within a week of closing. The realtor didn’t share that information with Michelle when she accepted the offer. Disappointing to say the least. Now they get to realist the house and start the whole process again. Grateful Michelle didn’t buy a house and have to start that process over too.

Tagen texted me today to let me know his Mustang will be ready to go tomorrow. I am going to buy his pickup from him. There have been several times that a pickup would have been nice to have. I like the idea of having a back-up vehicle around. I will pay for the repair to the Mustang and deduct that from what I have agreed to pay Tagen for the pickup.

I got a bunch of cleaning done this morning and have some more to do. I have the eggs and potatoes boiled and ready for me to make deviled eggs and potato salad. I still need to make two cakes. It may be a long day for me. I should have gotten some things done yesterday but didn’t have it in me to do so. Today I have no choice but to get it done.

Tomorrow I will get everything set up for the dinner before I go to Pioneer Bluffs for the 1:30 talk my cousins are giving. Nicole and Geoff are coming down late morning to go with us. Kathy is going to town tomorrow late morning to pick up the meat, buns and BBQ sauce and get some ice.

Tagen has a football scrimmage tomorrow morning at 9:00. I will have to miss this one but will go to the one next weekend. I think Michelle is going to go to it Saturday. It is going to be 106 Saturday so it will be a hot one. They moved the scrimmage to the morning to try to get it in before the heat sets in.

My trip to Europe is in three weeks. I haven’t given it much thought lately. Maybe after the family gathering this weekend and after I get a few more things squared away from the hail damage I can start focusing on the trip and start getting excited about it. So looking forward to getting away for three weeks. Hard to think about that yet though. Just grateful the storm happened while I was here and not thousands of miles away and Kathy had to deal with it all.

I am doing a bit better dealing with the feelings of overwhelm although I can regress and go back into overwhelm rather easily. Things seem to be progressing but it still feels a bit daunting at times to get everything done. I would like to have the roof, siding and window contracts signed and decided on before I leave for Europe the first part of September. Not sure I can make that happen but that is my goal.

I almost cried when I saw the leak in the ceiling last night. Thank heavens that has happened many times before and I knew what I needed to do to get it fixed. The plumber was able to come out today and the handyman can fit me in his schedule in the next week or so to do the repair. Just about pushed me over my breaking point though.

Ellexia wants spaghetti and meat balls for dinner tonight. That will be easy. I fixed fried chicken strips and mashed potatoes and gravy last night. Both of these meals are the kiddos favorites so they ate lots last night. Both of them were tired last night. Even Ellexia went to bed early last night. Both looked a bit more rested this morning. It is hard on their bodies to adjust to their new school schedule and routine.

I may try to take a short nap this afternoon and then finish up my tasks for the day. I slept well last night finally but when I do that after not sleeping well for several days my body wants even more sleep. I am really tired today. I am thinking it is stress related as much as anything. Hoping next week will be calmer and I can do some good self-care and calm myself down a bit.

I need to remind myself to step back and zoom out a bit. I have gotten a lot done this week in attempting to restore the house from the hail damage. I forget that when I am in the moment and dealing with all the contractors and insurance adjuster. This process will take time and lots of patience. I will get it done – just not on my timeline.

Grateful for a competent insurance adjuster, grateful for my plumber and handyman, and grateful the restore project is progressing even if it isn’t at the pace I would like.

Had trouble finding sleep again last night. I woke up at 3:30 and never did go back to sleep. The day is very long when you start it that early.

I got Ellexia woke up at 6:15 as she requested. She didn’t get out of bed until 6:45 but she likes a slow wake up. Tagen didn’t have to get up until 7:15. I packed both of them a lunch and off they went. Ellexia left at 7:25 and Tagen left at 7:45.

Tagen didn’t get home until after 8:30 last night. He had started his day with the sunrise breakfast for seniors at 5:15 so he had a very long day. He ate and went right to bed. He said he was still tired when he got up this morning.

Kathy had to work this morning so I had the house to myself this morning. I went out and did some more mowing. I had done part of it yesterday. I still have a little bit more to do but am almost done.

The solar panel guy came yesterday evening. Luckily there is no damage on the solar panels. He said it all look well and there are no error messages on the control panel. Thank heavens for that!

I went to Emporia late morning. I went to Bobby D’s and confirmed my catering order for Saturday. I’m glad I went as they hadn’t put buns on the order. I took care of that so should be good to go Saturday when I pick up the order.

I went to Walmart and picked up my on-line grocery order and then came home and got everything put away.

I laid down for a short nap. I hope I got enough sleep to take the rough edge off but not so much I won’t be able to sleep tonight.

I haven’t gotten any more cleaning done yet today but will get at that soon.

No contractors came today. My handyman is coming early in the morning tomorrow to fix the flue pipe that lost it’s cover during the hail storm. One of the roofing contractors noticed that and took a picture of the pipe with a tape measure so I knew what size of cover was needed. Phil is going to pick up the part and bring it out and fix that tomorrow. Thank heavens for Phil!

Waiting on the insurance adjuster to send me his initial information. Once I get that I can get the roofer lined up and a contract signed with them. Both roofers said they could get to the job within two weeks. That was much faster than I expected it would be. The guttering part of that job will be done after the efis gets repaired.

The Efis guy is to contact me tomorrow. If I don’t hear from him, he asked me to call him. Hoping he can get out here next week and let me know what that project will entail. I am anxious about that and will appreciate getting some facts and a plan put together. Still thinking we may have to change the siding material to something else. Not sure how the cost thing will work. I envision a worse case scenario in my head and it is hard to stop myself from going there.

Haven’t looked for a deck painting bid yet. That is the least of the priorities and that may not happen until next spring. With me being gone for three weeks in September there is only so much I can manage before I go and I don’t want to have lots of contractors doing work while I am gone. The deck painters can’t be here when the roofers and siding people are here anyways.

I have some chicken tenders thawed for dinner tonight. Tagen doesn’t get out of football practice until 6:00 or later so dinner will be late tonight. I wasn’t told to pick up Ellexia at 3:00 so am assuming she has plans to go to a friend’s house until Michelle gets off work at 5:00.

Sitting in the in-between feeling place today. I seem to find myself here often and it is not comfortable for me. It is more comfortable then it used to be but evidently I needed more practice with this feeling. So much needs to be done but I am at a stopping point until some one else makes something happen. Hurry up and wait and then hurry up and wait again. Rinse and repeat.

All the kids will be here Sunday morning to help Michelle move the last of her things from her house. I am hoping it will only take a couple of hours with that much help and a U-Haul truck. It will be good to have that big job done. We will have to repeat the process when she gets her own house but we will worry about that when that happens.

Looking forward to the family gathering on Saturday. I hope I can relax and enjoy everyone and set aside all this hail storm stuff for the weekend. It will be fun to have all the kids here Sunday morning even though we will be working hard moving. They make everything more fun!

Grateful for a short nap, grateful the groceries are put away, and grateful things are happening even when I can’t see that they are.

I got up early and packed Ellexia’s lunch. I went down and made sure she was awake. Since it was the first day of school and she was excited she got up easy this morning.

Her school had late start Wednesday so Michelle took Ellexia to Ellexia’s friend’s house and dropped her off on Michelle’s way to work. Ellexia and her friend were going to walk to school together.

Tagen had spent the night at his dad’s house in Emporia as the Senior Class had a sunrise breakfast this morning. Tagen wanted the extra 15 minutes of sleep he could get if he was in town overnight.

The A/C guy came at 8:00 this morning. The ramping up and ramping down sound was continuing and was annoying. I thought it was a damper problem. It took the guy 2 3/4 hours to figure out it was a different problem that was easily fixed, once he figured out what the problem was. He had called the manufacturer of the unit and they told him I had a bad control panel. My guy didn’t believe them so he kept at it until he figured out the problem. He explained what the problem was but I didn’t understand any of it. I’m grateful for his expertise and willingness to keep at it until he got to the real problem. If he had ordered an expensive new control panel it wouldn’t have fixed the problem.

The next guy to show up was a roofing guy. He told me, once he got here, he couldn’t do much as he works off the insurance adjuster’s bid. I am to send him a copy of it when I get it and then he will give me his bid.

Another roofing guy showed up to work up a bid. He said he didn’t need the insurance bid. He discovered I have a missing flue pipe cover on the roof and recommended I get it replaced as soon as possible. He will email me his bid within 24 hours.

The second guy told me the first guy was just working the system and trying to maximize his profits. Hmmmm…….

I called the plumber as I haven’t been able to get hot water out of the new faucet. He came and turned it on and it got hot. Go figure! Both Kathy and I had tried and tried to get hot water and couldn’t make it happen. Not sure what is up with that.

The solar panel guy is to show up yet today to check out the units and make sure they weren’t damaged. They are generating electricity but they can do that when they are cracked or damaged.

Both roofers recommended I upgrade to a Grade Four level roof covering. Both are to give me pricing information on that. There are better shingles then what I have available and it may make sense to do so. I’ll see how the pricing comes out.

All the guys that came noticed the dents in the window frames. They all recommended that I get the windows replaced. The insurance adjuster mentioned that he could total them out too if I wanted to mess with replacing them. I will need to call him and get that added to the claim. If I change the siding on the house they may need to get replaced anyways. I don’t know how that stuff works.

Louis got outside some time today again. He had gotten out yesterday and he must like being free as he is now trying to sneak outside at any chance he gets. I had left a door open while I was talking to one of the roofing guys and didn’t notice Louis sneaked outside. Later I noticed Tank, Michelle’s little inside dog, had sneaked outside sometime too. I tell you it is a circus around here today.

I don’t do well with getting bids and contractors. I have dealt with four of them today and still have one to go. I have reached my breaking point with this project and nothing is fixed yet. Yikes!

I know things will happen and get done sooner or later and I have no control over most of it. I’m sure glad I will be gone for three weeks in September. I need to get away from all of this. I hate to leave it for Kathy and Michelle to deal with though. Good thing it is outside stuff that needs done and no one needs to be home when they do their thing. Trusting I can get it all lined up to get done before I leave.

I have gotten some cleaning done in between my contractors coming. I will continue to work on cleaning the rest of the day. Tomorrow I have to go to Emporia to pick up a grocery order at 11:00. I need to stop by my caterer and confirm a few details while I am in town. I will finish the cleaning when I get home tomorrow afternoon and then Friday I will be in the kitchen making some desserts and potato salad and deviled eggs.

This whole hail storm damage has thrown me this week. I have been pleasantly surprised with how fast the contractors have been able to come out and get this whole process started. Now to get the insurance adjuster’s bid and get contracts signed and get on the waiting list to get repairs done.

I do trust that the Efis guy will get back with me. There are holes in the side of the house and if we get rain it can cause a major mold problem if water gets in the holes. For the first time all summer, I am hoping it doesn’t rain for a bit.

I’m tired this afternoon. I went to bed at 11:00 last night and got to sleep fairly easily but I woke up at 1:30 and couldn’t go back to sleep. I got up and tried again around 4:30. I slept for another hour or so. I had to get up early to get Ellexia going and pack her lunch. Maybe tonight I will get some good sleep.

I need to go down and do chickens again. I have a feeling with school starting the chicken chores are back on me. Tagen has a long day of school followed by football practice and doesn’t have time to do them now. I got 22 eggs yesterday. The girls love this cooler weather.

I need to get out and mow before Saturday. I think I will finish up the cleaning I want to do today and then go out and mow for an hour or so. My head needs cleared and bouncing around on the mower usually clears it for me. It is to get very hot by the weekend and I want to get the mowing done before the heat returns.

Feeling overwhelmed and a bit frustrated. I feel so ignorant about these repairs and I have some major decisions to make in the next week or so. I’m working hard at remaining conscious of my weaknesses and strengths and finding help to fill in the gaps. I am grateful it is mainly outside stuff that needs done so the mess doesn’t invade inside. That helps keep my consciousness level higher.

Grateful for the quick response of the contractors, grateful the A/C blower unit got repaired, and grateful I only have one more contractor to deal with today.

I feel like I have gone in circles today. I made two trips to El Dorado. The first one to drop Ellexia off so she could spend the day back-to-school shopping with Papa Craig and Nancy. The other one to pick her up from her shopping day.

In between trips the insurance adjuster came. He totaled the roof and the west and north side of the Efis siding. The guttering around the whole house needs replaced and the deck and swing set need repainted.

It took me six months to get one little piece of guttering fixed. Wonder how long it will take to get the whole house guttering replaced? I spent all spring painting the deck and now it needs redone. Feeling a bit overwhelmed and frustrated.

He asked me to call the solar panel guys and have them come inspect the solar panels to make sure no damage was done to them. The guy that came today didn’t have a tall enough ladder to get up there and inspect it himself.

The adjuster will send me a written report with his estimates. He isn’t going to estimate the cost of the Efis repair though. I told him I could only find one supplier and he said they would pay what ever the guy charges.

I have to get two estimates for the roof repair and then compare them to what the insurance company is willing to pay. If both of my bids are higher than they estimate, they will adjust to the higher price.

I am a bit overwhelmed with all of this. I hate dealing with contractors and getting bids and then playing the waiting game until they show up and do the work. This project may take months to finalize if my experience with the guttering guy earlier this year is an indication of how the contractors may perform.

I am so grateful I found an Efis supplier. I have been looking for months and hadn’t had any luck. When I googled it yesterday a contractor from Wichita popped up. They actually don’t do Efis work but knew of someone that does. The guy sounds promising and said he could get me fixed up. We shall see…….

I have calls into two different roofing companies and I called the solar panel place to get those two things started. I had called the Efis guy yesterday and he is to get back with me later this week. I will wait for the estimate from the insurance adjuster to proceed with the guttering and painting of the deck. My priority will be to get the Efis and roof repaired and then go from there.

I may need to make some major decisions about the Efis repair. It might be cheaper to do a different siding on the house. Efis is incredibly expensive to repair. I’m concerned with insurance only covering half of the house that there will be a major cosmetic difference in how the front of the house looks via the north and west side.

The roof was replaced in 2015 when there was a little tornado that came through and ripped off many of the shingles. It is a major pain to live through the noise and mess of having the roof replaced. I will have to price a metal roof and see what the difference will be.

Ellexia was excited to get home and try on all her new clothes. She gave me the thumbs up when she modeled them so I think she was pleased with what she got. She said she felt ready to go to school now.

Tomorrow is a late start day for the middle school so I will take her to school. That will try my patience as the line to drop the kiddos off is slow and long.

Tagen is spending the night at his dad’s house tonight so he won’t be home after football practice. I did the chicken chores yesterday and today for him. I don’t think he even thought about them when he got home last night. He had a very long day yesterday and was tired when he got home.

The first couple of weeks of school is an adjustment for all. The kiddos aren’t used to getting up early and having to focus all day long. We still have to figure out the transportation issue. Ellexia wants to take her lunch so I will get to fix and pack her lunch every morning. I had forgotten about all those little things that a new school year brings.

I still need to get my house cleaning project started. With all the phone calls, talking to the insurance adjuster and driving over 200 miles today I haven’t got my things done. There is still time before Saturday – right?

Tomorrow I need to get my grocery order organized and placed so I can pick it up Thursday. I will spend part of the day in the kitchen fixing things Friday. I am having the meat catered so won’t have to mess with that.

It sounds like I won’t have a big crowd come for dinner on Saturday. Both of my aunts have decided not to come due to the heat and mobility issues. Not sure many of their families will come. I’m sure I ordered too much meat but it will freeze and get eaten at a later date.

Sunday I reserved a UHaul truck so we can get the last of Michelle’s things from her house. She closes later in that week and is on the clock to get things done. Her two siblings have agreed to help her move the rest of the stuff Sunday. A UHaul truck will make it much easier than loading things in a pickup. It will be good to have all her stuff here and her house emptied of her things.

Next Monday I turn 70. How in the world did I get to be that old? 70 sounds old to me and I don’t feel old. Time sure seems to pass quickly these days. I will blink and I will be 80!

Grateful for house insurance, grateful for contractors that know how to do things I don’t know how to do, and grateful Ellexia starts 8th grade tomorrow.

We had a brief, intense storm come over last night around 6:00. We had lots of hail in a shape I had never seen before. It was the size of my palm and looked like someone had cut up big chunks of ice. It was not round balls. I made everyone go downstairs as it sounded like it was going to break a window.

We watched the ice chunks fall from the sky and bounce all over the yard. It came with strong winds and rain. It lasted for at least five minutes and maybe ten.

When it was over we went outside to see what the damage was. It broke one of the lower windows in the living room. I have double pane windows so no water came in the house but there was glass all over the deck below the window.

The west side of the house took a beating. It looks like marbling effect in places. Not sure how we get that repaired as I can’t find a repairman that deals with efis.

Not sure if the roof was damaged or not. I called the insurance company and put in a claim. They are sending an adjuster to come out and check it out.

The A/C unit was blown off the pad again.

Michelle’s car was damaged. The windshield was cracked and in some places on her car it looked like someone took a ball bat to it. She filed an insurance claim too.

We lost power when the storm started and it was out for over three hours. We were all grateful when it came back on.

I have been busy all day with phone calls. The glass guy came out this morning and measured and will get the replacement piece ordered.

The A/C guy came and checked out the unit. No damage this time. He bolted the unit to the pad. Not sure why he didn’t do that last week but at least he did this week.

I haven’t heard when the insurance adjuster is coming yet. I also called some different A/C people to replace a damper that is frozen shut. Not sure when he is coming to check that out.

I got a text from my handyman who lives next door to my rental in Cottonwood Falls. A big tree limb is down at the rental property. He is going to take care of that for me.

Dang! I hate things like this. I don’t know enough about these types of things and I really dislike dealing with repair people. I am grateful I have some I trust and can take their word for what they think needs to be done. I would much rather spend my money on trips and experiences rather than fixing things.

I woke up at 3:30 this morning and could not go back to sleep. I have tried to take a nap three times today and keep getting woke up with phone calls, repair people showing up, etc.

I had to go to town around noon. Tagen was getting his supplies for his welding class and his scholarship didn’t cover all of it and it needed to be paid for today. I went to town and helped the kid out.

Tagen had class this morning and stayed in town as he has football practice this afternoon and then a parent-teacher meeting tonight at the Vo-Tech. Ellexia went to a friend’s house last night for an overnight and hasn’t let me know she is ready to come home yet. Michelle is staying in town when she gets off work to go to Tagen’s parent-teacher meeting.

It has been a quiet day without anyone extra around except for the two repairmen that came.

It almost feels like fall outside today. It was in the low 60’s this morning and will only reach the mid 70’s today. It is supposed to heat up later this week so will enjoy these cooler temperatures while they last.

I need to go down and do chicken chores today as Tagen won’t be home until 9:00 or so tonight. He had a long day.

I was really grumpy earlier. I think it was the stress from the storm and that I am so tired. I did manage to get a 20 minute nap before the A/C guy showed up and that seemed to have taken the edge off.

Still need to get started cleaning. I had to make all those phone calls this morning and that was more important than the cleaning. I hate making phone calls so that started my day off rough too. I was glad I was able to get them all made and get things moving. I have lots of hurry up and wait times ahead of me though until all can get repaired. Not my strong suit by any means.

My neighbors to the west got some hail damage, a mile north they had pea size hail and no damage. It was a tiny little system that seemed to have found my place and dumped it all here. Lucky me!

Grateful no one was injured during the storm last night, grateful the damage wasn’t worse than it was, and grateful two repair people have already showed up.

We got a very brief shower this morning. Rain all around us and we barely got enough to wash the cob webs out of the rain gauge. It has been cloudy and overcast all day. Still have a bit of a chance for more rain later today. Fingers and toes crossed we get lots!

Kathy’s phone locked up on her. She took it to Verizon and they couldn’t help her. She came home and tried. I offered to help and used the desktop computer. Between her tablet, my desktop and lots of trial and error we got it up and running. Sometimes it takes two heads to figure out technology. Technology is great until it breaks. The tech people don’t speak language I can understand.

I got on a text chat with someone during the fixing process. The lady said no worries I can help. I texted back that was a good thing as we had been worried. She didn’t respond or take the bait. Kathy and I got a good laugh out of it though.

Tagen wants breakfast for dinner tonight so will fix either waffles or pancakes with bacon and eggs. That will be easy.

Tagen starts Vo-Tech tomorrow. Ellexia is here this week and her school starts Wednesday. She wants to go shopping with Papa Craig and Nancy either Monday or Tuesday which means I get to drive to El Dorado to drop her off and then go pick her up. Good thing I didn’t have anything to do this week.

Cleaning is on my agenda all week. I am on the countdown for the family gathering next Saturday. We will host it even if the house isn’t totally clean so no worries – right? I am hoping to get some deck painting done tomorrow as it is to be cooler. I would really like to get the two front decks painted before Saturday but we shall see if that happens. It has either been rainy or too hot the last couple of weeks to paint.

Tagen brought up 20 eggs today. The girls seem to like this cooler weather. I have six dozen eggs if anyone wants/needs some.

Fighting myself against taking a nap. I sure could fall asleep right now if I laid down but I don’t want to start that cycle again. I will fight through and try to get to bed early tonight.

I turned off the thermostat for my bedroom and the ramping up and ramping down sound stopped. I think I have a damper that has frozen shut. I will call the other A/C company to come check it out. They figured out what was wrong last time something like this happened. My regular guy doesn’t seem to understand dampers.

Feeling a bit restless this afternoon. There seems to be a lot of moving parts in my life right now but not much I can do about most of them. Sometimes I feel I am just along for the ride. And this too shall pass…..

Grateful Kathy got her phone fixed, grateful for the cooler temperatures, and grateful this too shall pass……

What a day. I went to bed at a good time last night. It took a bit to fall asleep but was sleeping soundly by midnight. I woke up at 3:00 and couldn’t go back to sleep. Finally got up at 4:00 and messed around for a while. Went back to bed at 6:00 and was able to fall back asleep at 6:30. I had to wake up at 7:30. I was really sleeping good when my alarm went off.

I took Tagen to El Dorado to meet Craig and Nancy. They are going to take him back to school shopping. After I dropped Tagen off I headed to Costco in Wichita.

Got my Costco shopping done and then went to Chipotle for lunch. I ate lunch and then drove home. Kathy helped me get the car unloaded and after I put away the cold stuff I went to bed.

I slept for about an hour. Feel better although a bit of a hungover feeling. I have forgotten how to operate on only three or four hours a sleep a night.

I was planning on going to Costco next week but since I was only 20 minutes away I decided to get it done today. I’m glad I don’t have to make that drive again next week.

Michelle left about the time I got home to go meet Craig and Nancy and pick up Tagen. It didn’t take him long to get his shopping done. It was nice of Craig and Nancy to do that for him and to get to spend some time with him. They will take Ellexia on another day and do the same thing. She will take more time to do her shopping!

I need to get the stuff I got put away. I was so tired when I came home I piled it all on the counter and decided to deal with it later. This way I have a chance that I will remember where I put things and what I got. I’m not sure I even know what I got at this point.

I plan on getting some more cleaning done this afternoon after I get woke up enough to do so. I have some painting outside I would love to get done but it is too hot to do that now. Tuesday is it only going to be 81 so hoping that is the day I can get a lot of painting done outside.

With the rain we got last week I may need to mow again before next Saturday. We have a good chance for some rain tonight and tomorrow so hoping we will get another inch or more and I will really need to mow later next week.

Found out I may not have Cody on Tuesday. He is going to early start day of school as he changed grade schools this year. Not sure if I will have him for part of the day or not. He will be disappointed if he doesn’t get to come play with Ellexia next week.

Tagen starts Vo-Tech Monday and Ellexia starts 8th grade on Wednesday. That will change the schedule around here and free up my days. Not sure how transportation to and from school is going to work but we will get that all figured out this week. I remember the quick trips to Walmart the first couple weeks of school as the kiddos would find out things they needed for their classes.

One week from today is the family gathering. I am excited for it and grateful it is giving me a reason to get my house clean. The house is in great need of some tender loving cleaning and I haven’t been motivated to do so lately. I love a completely clean house but rarely make that happen these days. I am getting lazy and have been slacking off on cleaning.

If Cody doesn’t come next week, I will have a completely free week. Nothing else was on my calendar for the week. I’m sure something will get added as the week rolls around. It feels good to have some breathing space and lots of empty space ahead of me this week. I have needed that.

We may try to move some things tomorrow. Michelle has done a good job this week working at the house and dividing things up. She is getting close to getting all the smaller things out of the house. I think she is going to rent a U-Haul next Sunday and we will get the big things out. It will be good for her to get everything out of that house and be done with it.

My A/C unit is doing the ramping up and ramping down thing again. I will call the service people on Monday and ask about it. It tends to do that occasionally but it is happening way more than it used to. Not sure if it is something to worry about or not.

Grateful to have the rest of the day at home, grateful for naps to make up for lost sleep, and grateful I got the Costco trip out of the way today.

Went to Emporia early afternoon to pick up a prescription and my grocery order. Had to stop at a different grocery store to get two things Walmart was out of. Picked up my order and prescription and came home.

Man, is it hot outside today. There are some pop up storms all around me but nothing over me yet. Getting out of my car sucked my energy right out of me. Grateful I can stay inside with the A/C on.

Tagen brought up 22 eggs today – a new record. He gave the girls a watermelon to help keep them hydrated from this high heat. So far I haven’t lost any of them to the heat.

It has been nice today to just have Tagen here. I woke up during the night and was up for an hour between 3:00 and 4:00. I took some Tylenol and was able to go back to sleep and I slept in this morning. Michelle’s dog woke me up at 8:00 as it wanted to go outside. I was able to go back to bed and sleep a bit longer.

Yesterday I got the floor of the walk-in kitchen pantry cleaned. I pulled everything out and then hand scrubbed the floor. I found lots of dirt and dust bunnies. Feels good to have that floor clean. When I get done blogging I am going to deep clean the laundry room. The cat has stayed outside much more then coming in so it isn’t as dirty as it sometimes is but it definitely needs a good deep clean.

Tagen is going to town tonight so won’t be here for dinner. I have gotten off easy cooking this week.

Kathy and I did a little project for Pioneer Bluffs last night. We put stamps on over 2,100 postcards. I took the postcards to the post office in Cottonwood Falls this morning so they are done. While I was in town, I delivered six dozen eggs. I still have three dozen plus what we got today if anyone wants/needs fresh farm eggs.

No plans for the weekend although I think Sunday we will moving a lot of Michelle’s things. It needs to get done and we are running out of time to do it. Hopefully we can get the bulk of it done this weekend.

Next week I have my grandson Cody again on Tuesday. Tagen starts school Monday. Ellexia will be here all week so she can help me with Cody this time. She starts school late next week. It will give me a break when both of them are in school all day.

I will spend most of the week next week cleaning house. I need to decide what desserts I am going to make for the family gathering the 19th. If I decide on cookies, I will need to do a batch a day all week. I’ll see what my mood is and what I get done. I wish I could clean sooner rather than later but it is so dusty right now that I can’t clean too much ahead.

I will be glad when the family gathering is over as then I can turn my time and effort to preparing for my big trip in September. I still need to do some research and figure out what I want to go see in each of the towns I will be staying in. I will be in London for three nights, Bath for one night, Liverpool for two nights, Edinburgh for two nights, Leeds for one night, back to London for one night then on to Dublin for one night, Galway for two nights, Killarney for two nights, Waterford for one night and then back to Dublin for 3 nights. Wow! I will get good at packing and unpacking my suitcase. I’m grateful I have several places I get to stay more than one night so I can get laundry done.

I am back up the ladder of consciousness today. It does feel good to be a rung or two above neutral. Things seem to be leveling out and calming down around here as I have gotten used to my temporary normal around here. I am finding my rhythm again.

Grateful for 22 eggs from the girls today, grateful the groceries are put away and things restocked for another week, and grateful I was able to get some good sleep last night.

Happy birthday to my baby brother. He turns 66 today. He has a beautiful family and is a good Christian man. He grows a huge garden every year and is very generous with sharing his extra produce with others.

This has been a long day for some reason. I think the novelty of Cody being here has worn off. We are both getting on each other’s nerves today. He even wore Tagen down a bit today. We are taking turns taking breaks and surviving. I am feeling my age today! I have loved having him here though and am grateful I could help them out. Cody will be back for one more day next Tuesday.

I got the pantry cleaned out today. I took everything off the floor of the pantry and hand washed the floor. It was getting disgustingly dirty and needed cleaned out badly. It looks nice now.

I got a bit more sleep last night then I have the last couple of nights but still not what I consider to be a good night’s sleep. Maybe tonight will be the night.

I am putting stamps on over 2,000 postcards for Pioneer Bluffs this evening. That will keep me busy for an hour or two. They are dropping them off later this afternoon and I told them I would drop them in the mail tomorrow when I go to town. I have to pick up a prescription and my grocery order so will take them then.

No big plans for the weekend other than helping Michelle move. Hoping we get a big chunk of it done this weekend. She is coming up against a time limit and needs to get this job done. It will be good to have all her stuff here and out of that house. Next weekend I am hosting the family gathering and can’t help on Saturday. We will have to finish the job up by nextSunday.

I don’t have anything on my calendar for next week except for the family gathering next Saturday and watching Cody on Tuesday. I should have plenty of time to get my house clean. I might do a Costco run one day next week if I need a day away.

I wasn’t able to stay above neutral for a bit of the day. I have recovered and climbed back over neutral but dropped a rung or two from yesterday. It will be good to have a quiet day tomorrow to recover.

Grateful we were able to watch Cody for three days this week, grateful the pantry is cleaned out and grateful for my baby brother Keith.

The A/C guy found the breaker on the side of the house had blown and was arcing. He was surprised my house didn’t burn down. There was a big black spot behind the breaker box. Thank heavens it was raining hard when the A/C unit got picked up and tossed around. The A/C repair guy got it replaced and all is well. Now to figure out how to either anchor the unit to the ground or have a fence built around it to block the wind.

Cody, my seven-year-old grandson is here again today. We are getting along OK again. Tagen is playing Xbox with him and keeping him entertained. They just went down to do the chicken chores. Yesterday they brought up 16 eggs.

Fixing chicken strips for dinner tonight. Tagen also wants macaroni and cheese. Once I know what to fix it is easy for me to do dinner. Deciding what to fix is the hard part.

Tagen and I went to Cottonwood Falls to check on his Mustang today. It hasn’t been moved into the fix-it shop yet so it will be at least one more week before it is ready. Tagen will either have to use my car or his pickup to get to school next week.

Michelle got her house sold. They close August 28 so they have less than three weeks to get it emptied out. Michelle still has to divide things up so it will be a process. I’m grateful we have the big barn to store things in. Not sure where she will be moving after the house sells but she has some time to figure that out. I will be gone for three weeks in September so she can watch this house for me while I am gone. Hopefully she can find something and be able to move and get settled around the first of October. I’m sure she will be glad to have her own place again. I’m grateful I had space for them to come here for the summer. I’ve really treasured this time I have had with my grandkids especially. During Covid I didn’t get to see them much and this has helped me reconnect to them again in a much deeper way.

I had trouble falling asleep last night. It must have been 3:30 or after before I could finally sleep. I knew I had to be up by 7:30 to be ready for Cody so didn’t sleep very well. I am tired tonight – it might be a very early bedtime for me. I think the storm that was coming in kept me up. My feet were complaining loudly last night which happens when there is a storm. We got about an inch of rain. I was hoping for more but am grateful for what we got.

I will have Cody again tomorrow and then one day next week. He certainly has a lot more energy then I do. The storm woke him up extra early this morning and he is starting to wear down a bit this afternoon. I think we both need a good night’s sleep.

Friday I am picking up my grocery order and a prescription that is ready. I also need to get serious about getting this house cleaned for the family gathering on the 19th. I don’t have much on my calendar for next week except for the day I am watching Cody so should be OK.

The hospital called and scheduled my mammogram and bone density test. They didn’t have an opening until the middle of September. I pushed it to the first week in October as I need some time after my trip to recover. It’s always good to get those preventive things scheduled and out of the way.

My doctor’s nurse sent me a note to tell me my doctor recommended I start a low dose aspirin daily as well as fish oil and garlic to help lower my cholesterol since I won’t take the new medication. I did some research and am not sure they will do much but I will try them and see what happens. Last time I was on aspirin I had trouble with excessive bruising but I will give it a try and see what happens this time.

I leave for my big trip in 30 days. The official count down has begun. It will be so good for me to get away for three weeks and see a new to me part of the world.

Sitting in a good head space today in spite of being so tired. Staying home for a couple of days has been good for me. Cody has kept me entertained and busy the last two days. It is fun watching Tagen play with him. I keep calling Tagen and Cody Jason instead of their correct names. They both laugh at me when I do it.

Grateful Michelle’s house sold, grateful for this time with Cody, and grateful the A/C unit got repaired.

I have had the company of my seven-year-old grandson today. Tagen has been so good with him and has kept him entertained. Cody has been so well behaved and fun to have around. I must say I am tired of cartoons though. I usually have a very quiet house during the day. I will have him Wednesday and Thursday too and then one more day the following week. Glad I can help them out by watching him this week.

Needless to say, I haven’t gotten much else done today. Cody wanted to learn how to dust so he put on some rubber gloves and I gave him a dusting cloth and he went at it. He did a little bit in every room in the house. Better than nothing – right? I will take all the help I can get on dusting.

The A/C guy came out this afternoon to check out the unit. When Jason dropped off Cody this morning he moved the unit back on the pad where it belongs. The A/C guy thought everything looked OK but he is going to give it a good look and make sure. It quit the ramping up and down yesterday and hasn’t done that today so hoping there are no problems with it.

I did ask him if I should have a fence built around it and he thought that was a good idea. I’ll have to find someone to do that for me. This is the second time this has happened to the unit. The first time was back in 2015 when there was a F1 tornado about one mile from the house and I lost a bunch of shingles off the roof. As far as I know this time, the roof is still OK this time.

Tagen and I need to go in to Cottonwood Falls and check on his Mustang. Tagen is getting anxious to get it back. The mechanic told him he doubted if he could get to it until this week. He usually runs late on what he can get done so doubt if he has even started on it yet. Fingers crossed it is an easy and not too expensive of a fix.

My doctor had his nurse call me today and offer me a prescription for a new type of cholesterol lowering medication. It is new and insurance doesn’t cover it. I found out the cost is over $400 a month so I turned down his kind offer. I know my cholesterol is high according to the range but it is actually low for me. I am not going to pay $400 a month to get it lower. I can’t/won’t take statins and the expensive injectable medication I tried didn’t lower my levels at all. I was also concerned the new medication would interfere with my thyroid levels. I have finally got my thyroid levels stabilized and I don’t want to risk having them react to something new I take.

We are having ham and cheese omelettes for dinner tonight. I have some ham that needs used up and plenty of eggs. That will be an easy dinner to fix.

Tagen just took Cody down to do the chicken chores. Cody has been asking to do them all day. He loves to gather the eggs. They were going to give the girls a watermelon today to help keep the hens hydrated. It will be fun to watch them come back up with a full bucket of eggs.

Sitting in a good head space again today. I seem to have been able to climb up the consciousness ladder a rung or two and can hold myself there. Feels good to be back above neutral and able to stay there without effort. I have more energy than I had before and am able to get some things done easily. Glad to be back!

Grateful for this time with Cody, grateful for Tagen’s help with Cody today, and grateful the A/C unit is getting checked out.

I keep typing July instead of August. I have got to get with it!

Went to the Doctor for my annual physical today. Not sure it was a physical but it is what it is. He did listen to my heart and lungs so I guess you can say he touched me. Sure didn’t look for anything I didn’t complain about.

My blood work all came back good. My TSH is 1.6 which is getting a bit low but still considered normal. My cholesterol was only 290 which is really good for me. It has been as high as 475 before. I can’t/won’t take statins so not a lot they can do for it.

I’m glad I got my physical out of the way and that all the blood work came back in the normal range for me. I do have to have a mammogram, stool test, and bone density test in the next couple of weeks. They are to call and get those scheduled. Maybe I can get them all done before my European trip in September.

Tagen helped me clean out the chicken coop today and give the girls some fresh linens. Always good to get that job done. We took advantage of a day when the temperature was in the low 80’s instead of the 100’s to get that little project done. Next time Tagen can do it by himself.

We got 16 eggs today. I am thinking there will be a few more later as we disturbed some of the girls that were in the nesting boxes. Hope they don’t lay their eggs outside. It is always fun to watch the girls reorganize the straw when we are done. They love to play in it and get it where they want it.

Not much else on my agenda to do today. Tagen is going to town for dinner so it will just be Michelle and I to cook for tonight. Sometimes she doesn’t eat dinner so I may get a night off. I am taking care of three loads of laundry today so will get those folded and put away sooner or later.

Tomorrow Cody is coming for the day. I’ll have to set my alarm and get up so I am ready for him when he gets here in the morning. I have been staying up late and sleeping in some. I won’t be able to do that the next three days since Cody is coming to play.

I do need to get started cleaning. I want to do a deep clean in each room and get ready for the family reunion that I am hosting August 19. It will be here before I know it.

I may need to make a Costco run before the reunion. I will need tableware, cups, etc. for the dinner as well as a few food items that I want to fix. I have some friends in KC I would love to see so may take a day trip one day next week.

Got notified that the steer the local rancher took to the butcher weighed over 1,200 pounds. That is huge! It is about 100 pounds heavier than the one last year. My rancher is charging me $2.00 a pound which is less than the market price of $2.25. Beef prices are high this year due to the drought. Many ranchers had to cut back on the number of cattle they could raise due to low pond levels which is creating a shortage of beef on the hoof. I haven’t priced beef in the grocery store for a long time but it must be high right now. Looking forward to having a freezer full of beef sometime the end of August.

My local rancher let me know that she will have steers for sale next summer if anyone is looking for some great beef at a bargain price. Let me know and I can hook you up with her.

I went out last night to clean my A/C unit as suggested by my son. I discovered the wind we had Saturday night had moved the unit off the concrete pad it sits on. It is barely touching the pad it belongs on. The repair guy has been called and will be out tomorrow to set it back where it belongs. Hoping none of the connecting pipes were punctured or broken. I will have to ask the repair guy if I need to have a fence built around it. This is the second time this has happened.

It always seem to be something happening around here. My budget for repairs for this year is blown as it seems like I have had more than normal breaking down this year. Maybe this will be the last of it for the year.

Sitting in a good head space today. It finally feels like I have been able to ground and be present again. Not sure what shifted to allow that but I am grateful for it. Feeling a bit more motivated to do things today then I have felt for a while.

Grateful the blood work didn’t reveal any issues, grateful the chicken coop is clean, and grateful for repair guys that can reset the A/C unit.

We had a strong thunderstorm roll through during the night. Got some very strong winds and a little bit of rain. The rain came hard and fast for a bit but didn’t last long enough. I haven’t discovered any wind damage although the chimes that are handing in the swing set came apart a bit. Grateful for what rain we did get.

I took advantage of the ground being softened by the rain and pulled weeds from the swing set circle this afternoon. They had gotten away from me and there were a lot of them. Some were rather tall. They pulled easily today and it is good to have that task done.

I am fixing a ham, scalloped potatoes and baking some peaches for dinner tonight. It is sure smelling good in my house right now. Making me hungry. Tagen and Ellexia had a late lunch so not sure how hungry Tagen will be. Ellexia won’t be here as she is going to her dad’s house for the week.

Tagen and Ellexia brought up 21 eggs today. Go Girls! A new record for this group. I have six dozen eggs for sell if anyone needs/wants some. They are $3 a dozen.

The air flow from the A/C is making a funny noise. It started last night and has continued throughout the day today. It gets loud and then goes quiet and then gets loud again. Rinse and repeat. Not sure if I need to call a repair man or not. It has done this before but it usually only does it for a short time and then stops. This time is has been doing it pretty consistently. It has always ramped up a bit just before it kicks off but this time it makes that same sound all the time. Ramps up – then ramps down – ramps up – ramps down. Anyone know what might be going on?

Tomorrow I have my annual physical at 10:00. I need to make a list of the things I want to discuss with my doctor. Nothing serious going go – just a few complaints about this body. I notice the little aches and pains more now then I used to.

Trying to think if there is anything else I need to do in town while I am there tomorrow. I hate to go to town for only one thing. It is too early in the week to place and pick up my grocery order.

The temperature was in the low 80’s today. It has been a windy one though. My weather station tells me we had a 67.2 MPH wind gust last night during the storm.

Feeling a bit restless and uneasy this afternoon. The wind wears me down after a bit. It did feel good to get outside and pull weeds for a bit. I’m doing some grounding exercises to see if that will help ease whatever this feeling is. Struggling to remain present for some reason.

Grateful for 21 eggs today, grateful the weeds have been pulled in the swing set, and grateful for the wonderful smells in the house this afternoon.

I went to Emporia this morning with Michelle to help her with something. We didn’t stay in town too long and came back to our quiet prairie.

I fixed the kiddos lunch as I will be gone tonight for dinner. Ellexia wanted Kraft macaroni and cheese and a ham sandwich. Tagen just had macaroni and cheese.

Tonight Kathy and I are going to Union Social to help a friend celebrate her birthday. It will be fun to spend an evening with some good friends.

It has been a quiet afternoon on the prairie. I haven’t gotten much done so I guess I will call this a do-nothing day. No use starting something now since I will be out this evening.

No plans for tomorrow unless we go get some things from the house in town.

We missed out on the rain again. It went south and east of us. We got just a bit but barely enough to wash the cobwebs out of the rain gauge.

Monday I have my annual physical. I am babysitting Cody Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday so it will be a busy week.

I also need to start cleaning house and getting it ready for the family reunion on the 19th. The house is really dirty so it will be good to get it cleaned up. I love a clean house but don’t find the motivation to keep it clean all the time.

Feeling a bit unsettled this afternoon. Not sure what is behind that. I feel like there is something important I am to do and I can’t think what it is.

Tagen brought up 19 eggs today. The heat doesn’t seem to be bothering the girls too much. Still waiting for the day we get 24 eggs in one day.

Grateful for a quiet afternoon at home, grateful to be having dinner with friends tonight, and grateful for an almost full egg basket.

I went to Emporia to order the meat for the family reunion I am hosting in two weeks. I then went to the Meat Locker in Olpe and gave them the cutting orders for the steer they are butchering for me. Glad to get those two things out of the way and done.

I took Ellexia to a friend’s house since I was going to town. She will be home later this evening I think. Tagen went with his other grandmother to the lake this afternoon so it has just been Kathy and I in the house this afternoon. Oh the blissful sounds of silence!

Tried to get the new Roku device hooked up to the TV downstairs but our internet was not cooperating. The internet kept going off and on and I wasn’t successful hooking up the new device. I’ll try again later.

Finally got the reminder letter written and envelopes addressed for the family reunion that I am hosting in two weeks. Good to get that task taken care of too. I am really looking forward to this gathering. We could have 50 plus people show up. I love hosting big crowds.

I did chicken chores for Tagen today. He didn’t get them done before he left and I’m not sure what time he will be home this evening. I brought up 19 eggs today. I have five dozen eggs available if anyone needs/wants some. $3 a dozen.

It has been another hot day on the prairie. At least we didn’t reach over 100 today but it did hit the mid 90’s. When it gets that hot, it feels like it is 100 or more.

Hoping we get a couple more loads for Michelle from her old house this weekend but we shall see what happens. I’m grateful Tagen has his pickup running now so we can use it and start bringing some of the bigger stuff home. If we do a couple loads a week it will make the final clean out much easier.

No plans for the weekend other than going to a friend’s birthday celebration dinner tomorrow night. It will be fun to gather with my friends for an evening out. I forget to get out and go places and will enjoy it.

I’m not so cranky today although I haven’t been around too many people today. The guy that helped me at the meat locker was friendly and efficient as was the guy at Bobby D’s. Even traffic was light and people seemed to remember how to drive today. Not sure I am ready to face many people today but the few I had to were fine. Some days I just can’t people!

Since the kiddos won’t be here for dinner, I didn’t have to fix dinner tonight. I will find something easy to fix to eat later and call it good. I got off easy cooking this week. Ellexia won’t be here next week so that will decrease the amount of food I will be fixing throughout the week.

Next week I have my annual physical on Monday and then Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday I am babysitting my seven year old grandson. That will keep me busy and out of trouble. Thankfully Tagen will be here most of that time to help me out. Cody and Tagen are good buddies.

Sitting in a good head space today although I have been ruminating more than I like too. Never quite sure what causes that to happen. It seems to come in waves. I am working to train myself to just notice it, allow it and move on. When I can do that, it seems to pass quicker.

Grateful the reunion reminder letter is ready to be mailed, grateful the beef order has been placed, and grateful for a free afternoon.

I took my car to Dieker’s this morning to get the oil changed. I met a friend and visited for an hour or so while the oil was changed. It was good to catch up with her and have some adult conversation.

Went to Emporia this afternoon to pick up my grocery order. I stopped at Bluestem and got 200 pounds of chicken feed. That should feed the girls for about a month. Had to go inside Walmart to get a couple of things and then I picked up my order and came home.

I was going to stop at Bobby D’s and order BBQ for the family reunion later this month but decided not to. I have to go to Olpe tomorrow to talk to the butcher and decided I could stop on my way to Olpe.

I am tired today. I finally got some good sleep last night. I wasn’t ready to get up this morning when I got up to get ready to take my car to Cottonwood Falls. It may be an early bedtime for me tonight.

We got a bit of rain off and on today. My Tempest weather station only shows about 0.3 inches but I will take what ever rain we can get. It reached over 90 today in spite of cloud cover most of the day.

I’m fixing hot dogs for dinner tonight at Ellexia’s request. Tagen went to town so he won’t be here. It will be a quick and easy dinner to fix. I have gotten off easy cooking this week.

Tagen brought up 18 eggs today. We are still waiting for our first 24 egg day. I have four dozen eggs I need to sell if anyone needs/wants fresh farm eggs.

I’ve been a bit cranky again today. I seem to be stuck in a cranky mood lately. I was impatient on the highway today and feel some anger and frustration inside that needs to find a safe way to come out.

No big plans for the weekend. Kathy and I are going to a friend’s birthday celebration Saturday night. It will be good to have an evening out. We need to get some more loads for Michelle but not sure what the plan for that is yet.

In just a little over a month my big trip to England, Scotland and Ireland will happen. I look forward to being gone for three weeks and seeing a piece of the world that has been on my bucket list for a long time.

The family reunion is just a little over two weeks away. Time to make some definite plans for that and get a reminder letter out. I may try to get that written and ready to go tonight.

Feeling a bit restless and sad tonight. Feeling a bit cranky and out of sorts. I’m sure this too shall pass. It was a full moon week and that usually gets me. I am betting tomorrow will be a better day.

Grateful the chickens have their feed supply restocked, grateful for a wonderful conversation with a friend today, and grateful this too shall pass.

Another hot summer day on the prairie. We reached over 100 again today. Hopefully the cool front that is to come in late weekend will arrive and next week will offer us some relief from this heat.

I followed Tagen to Cottonwood Falls this afternoon. He has decided to try to get the Mustang fixed and sell the pickup. Casey did a good job on the pickup so Tagen is trusting him to fix the Mustang. Hopefully the fix will fit in Tagen’s budget. Casey is pretty backed up right now but he said he would try to get to it next week.

I changed the sheets on Ellexia’s beds today. While I was making up the beds I made her clean her room. She changes clothes three times a day and just drops them on the floor when she takes them off. They aren’t dirty but…. We got her room picked up and all the water bottles and cookie wrappers picked up. We found a laundry basket full of dirty clothes. Not sure how long it will stay that way but it is clean tonight. Not sure she likes Grandma’s cleaning standards but she did say it was easier to find things when everything is put away. Go figure!

Am fixing leftover spaghetti and meatballs for Tagen and Michelle’s dinner tonight. That will be easy. Ellexia is with her dad for the evening but will back at 9:00. It is too hot to turn the over on and cook.

There were some thunderstorms that came close today. We heard the thunder a couple of times but no rain out of them. Man, we need rain badly.

Tomorrow I take my car to Cottonwood Falls at 10:00 for an oil change. I will go to Emporia in the afternoon to pick up my on-line grocery order at 3:00. While I am in town, I need to stop at Bluestem and get 200 pounds of chicken feed and 100 pounds of dog food. The chickens go through about 50 pounds a week of feed.

Tagen brought up 19 eggs today. I sold five dozen yesterday and three dozen today. Have three dozen on the counter ready to find a home. They are starting to stack up on me a bit. I haven’t told Tagen yet, but I am going to split the egg money with him. He has taken over doing the chicken chores and is doing a great job. Next week when it is cooler, we need to clean out the chicken coop. Bet he will love that – not!

Kathy and I sat outside to watch the Super Moon rise last night. They was a low bank of clouds on the horizon so we didn’t get to see it until it was up for a bit. It kept getting brighter and brighter as it rose above the clouds. Ellexia and Tagen came out and joined us for a bit. The sky was lit up all night from the light of the moon. I love nights like that.

Have been a bit cranky again today. Part of it is the heat, part of it is the full moon, and part of it is I am not sleeping well again. It will all sort itself out sooner or later. I will stay in time-out until this too shall pass.

Grateful the Mustang is in Casey’s very capable hands, grateful for 19 eggs from the girls today, and grateful I can stay home the rest of the day.

Two trips to town today. Ellexia had a hair appointment and it lasted two hours so took her to town and came home and then went back to get her. I had to go to town today to deposit a rent check but hadn’t planned to make two trips.

Ellexia is spending the afternoon at her friend’s house and Tagen is at the gym working out so it is just Kathy and I here this afternoon. Good day to have a quiet day at home.

I came home from town the second time cranky and needed some quiet space to refill. I have some things I would like to do outside but it is too hot to get at them. I did get the mowing done yesterday. I didn’t mow the whole yard but got the worst of it. Most of the yard is burned up and there are only some scattered tall weeds here and there in the outer yard. Not worth the fuel to mow them down.

Kathy went to our brother’s house yesterday and came home with garden goodies. She cut up one of the cantaloupe Keith sent home with her and it was delicious. Love straight from the garden goodies. We are having bacon and tomato sandwiches tonight. The silly kiddos don’t like those so they are having ham and cheese sandwiches.

Other than doing some laundry I haven’t gotten much done today. I’m feeling a bit drained and cranky so decided not to push my luck today and try to get something done.

Gathered up the trash to take to the curb this evening. Five people sure generate lots more trash than two people do. The kiddos are not very good at putting things in recycling so lots of stuff that shouldn’t go in the trash end up there.

I am getting the oil changed on my car Thursday and will take a load to recycling when I go to Cottonwood Falls. Seems like I just dumped the recycling but we have a bunch of it again.

Next week we are to get a bit of relief from these 100 plus degree days. Maybe I can get outside and get some things done then. It is dangerously hot outside again today.

My left shoulder hurt so bad this morning I had tears in my eyes. I took some Ibuprofen and a couple hours later some Tylenol and it finally quit hurting so bad. Not sure what I did to it but man it hurt. Thinking I have a pinched nerve. That shoulder has a tendency to give me problems so I think I have a touch of arthritis in it. I usually can tolerate the pain but not today. It might be from carrying my carry-on bag from the trip last week. It doesn’t have wheels on it and I put the strap over my shoulder.

Feeling a bit overwhelmed and out of sorts today. Not entirely sure why. I am still adjusting to having extras in the house and that is part of it. Maybe the trip last week finally caught up to me too. I will put myself in time-out this afternoon and see if I can turn this around.

Grateful for the cantaloupe provided by my brother, grateful for a quiet afternoon at home, and grateful I got some relief from the shoulder pain.

Another miracle on the prairie today. My plumber showed up and installed the new kitchen sink faucet and fixed the water line to the refrigerator. I had called him the middle of April to do this little project and he finally came today. So happy to cross that off my pending list.

I went to Emporia this afternoon. I had received a bid for propane from Co-Ag Propane out of Hillsboro. MFA Propane is my supplier and they will price match propane for your annual contract. Co-Ag was $0.14 a gallon cheaper. I saved $140 by getting a bid from Co-Ag and taking it to the MFA office. I took the Co-Ag bid into MFA and they adjusted my contract price to match the Co-Ag price. I’ll take savings like that any day!

Ellexia spent the night with a friend in Emporia so she hasn’t been around today. It has just been Kathy, Tagen and I hanging around today. It has been a quiet and easy day for me. I haven’t managed to get much done but am soaking in the silence and peace on the prairie.

It feels good to get the propane purchased for the winter. My freezers will be full of beef in another three weeks and I will be ready for winter. It reached over 100 here on the prairie today and I am thinking ahead to the cold, dark days of winter.

Next week I will need to make a trip to Olpe and give the butcher my cutting instructions for the beef. Nicole is taking a quarter and wanted some different cuts then I normally get. They always do a nice job cutting the beef up.

Tagen brought up 16 eggs today. He took a watermelon down to the girls this afternoon. It helps keep them hydrated in this heat. They get two watermelons a week when the temperatures are this high. So far I haven’t lost any of the chickens due to heat stroke. When the temperatures get this high, that is always a possibility.

We saw some huge thunderstorms to the east of us last night. Unfortunately we didn’t get any rain out of them. The storm that came down from Salina ran out of rain before it hit my corner of the prairie. We sure need rain badly. It is fair week this week and next in Emporia and that usually means we get some rain sometime during the next ten days or so.

I am hosting a family reunion the 19th of August and need to get reminder letters out to my family members later this week. I could have up to 80 people show up for a meal that day. I also need to finalize my lunch plans and get things ordered and a list made. We shall see who all comes. It it always a good day when extended family members show up.

I need to get out and do some mowing. I may wait until after dinner to do it as it is so hot outside. I am fixing the kiddos spaghetti and meat balls for dinner. Ellexia is bringing a friend with her so will be feeding five tonight. Kathy fixes her own food most of the time. The kiddos favorite meal is spaghetti and meat balls so I know they will eat lots tonight.

I need to remember to go to town Saturday and get a case of CO peaches. They are one of my favorites. I love to bake them sliced up in some butter with cinnamon and pecans sprinkled on top. Makes a wonderful dessert or side dish. They are good cold or warm.

There is a full moon Tuesday night. There will be a second full moon in August at the end of the month called a Blue Moon. I love watching the full moon rise on the prairie.

I feel like I have been able to refill myself from the cruise. It seems like I have been home a lot longer than three days. I really am a homebody and prefer staying home to getting out. Time to start preparing myself in many different ways for my three weeks in Europe in September.

Sitting in a good head space this afternoon. I feel like I am a step or two about the neutral level of consciousness. It was such a relief to get the plumber out here and get that project crossed off my list. I hate pending things when I have no control over when they might get done.

Grateful the plumber showed up today, grateful for all the beautiful eggs my girls are giving us, and grateful the propane is purchased for the winter.

This has been a quiet day at home. I didn’t have to go to town to get my groceries as Kathy went to town and offered to pick them up for me. Delivery service on the prairie – love it! Thanks Kathy!

Nothing on my calendar for the whole week. I have some mowing I need to do and some housecleaning but it looks like I will have a quiet day at home this week. Those are my favorite type of weeks. I will contact some friends and see if anyone wants to do lunch one day so I have a reason to get out of the house. It is going to be hot this week so it will be a good week to stay home and putter around here.

Tagen brought up 17 eggs today. We are having waffles, bacon and eggs for dinner so will eat most of them up tonight. It is fun to get a full basket of eggs everyday.

Ellexia will be coming back home this afternoon and will be here all week. She will keep me busy this week. I am betting she will want to go swimming a couple of days and hang with her friends. Staying out on the prairie with just me to entertain her is not her idea of a fun week.

We need to take Tagen’s Mustang to the fix-it guy in Cottonwood Falls this week. He got his truck up and running and figured out how to get the key out thanks to Papa Craig and Tim. Now to get the Mustang running and then he needs to decide which one he wants to sell. I hope he keeps the pickup as it is handy to have around but we shall see what he decides to do. If he sells the pickup, I may have to buy it from him.

Sometime soon I need to start thinking about my trip to Europe in September. I want to research the towns I will be spending the night in and make a list of things I want to do in each town. I should have free time in most of the cities and want to know ahead of time where I should go and do. This trip will be here in a little over a month and I need to start getting my head in the game and get ready.

Sitting in a good head space. It feels a bit overwhelming to have nothing on my calendar this week. I feel lazy and nonproductive when I don’t “do” much during the day. I know it is good for me to have lots of empty space time as that is how I refill myself. The following week I am babysitting my grandson three days and will need to be full and ready to go for him. Things have a way of filling in and keeping me busy when I least expect it too.

Grateful for this quiet day at home, grateful for the grocery delivery today so I didn’t have to leave home, and grateful Ellexia is back with us tonight.

This has been a rest and recovery day for Ellexia and I. I had trouble falling asleep last night. I was up until about 5:00 this morning but was then able to sleep until about 9:30. Ellexia didn’t come upstairs until almost noon.

I fed Ellexia pancakes and eggs for breakfast. Michelle took her to town early afternoon so Ellexia could spend tonight with her dad.

I did three loads of clothes we had taken on the cruise and got them folded and put away. It always feels good to get things put back in place after being gone.

I went out and did some mowing this afternoon. The rancher guy came while I was gone and cut the outer yard and baled it. There is a line of tall grass he can’t cut due to the rocks. It is hard mowing as there are lots of rocks that the tall grass hides. There were hundreds of grasshoppers that flew up in my face. There is some weed that has a head full of fiber like things that when I cut it fly everywhere. I feel like I have them stuck in various places on my body. My feet were black when I took off my sandals when I was done. Glad that job is done.

I sent a letter to my last years egg customers letting them know I am back in the egg business. I came home to six dozen eggs on the counter and got 17 eggs today from the girls. Some of the eggs are still rather small but some are getting to be regular sized. Getting lots of double yolk eggs right now. I am selling them for $3 a dozen through August then in September the price will be $4 a dozen or two dozen for $7.50. I hated to raise prices but the price of chicks had doubled from a year ago and feed has gone up 25%. I don’t make a profit of any sort on the eggs. I probably have $800 in the chicks at this point with just feed and cost of chicks. Don’t think I can make that up let alone the continuing price of feed and hay. They are fun though and bring me joy which is why I raise them. I love farm fresh eggs. If you like farm fresh eggs too, hit me up and I will get you some as I have them.

Haven’t done much else today. I will fix dinner for Tagen in a bit. I laid out some chicken tenders and will make some macaroni and cheese to go with it. I will have to get back in the swing of making food. I can’t just leave my bedroom and go find it all ready for me. Dang it anyways!

Next week I need to try to get the plumber out. He never did show up after promising me two weeks ago he would come. I’ll have to push him a bit this week and get him out here. I am tired of that project on my pending list.

No other plans for next week. It will be good to stay home for a bit. I am going to town tomorrow to pick up a grocery order. I bet I will have to do another one mid-week as I am not sure what I needed for tomorrow. I ordered the basics and will catch up later this week on things I missed.

I posted my trip blogs when I got home last night. The internet on the cruise ship was not the best and I couldn’t post from the ship. I wrote every night so I posted five new blogs in one day last night. It helps me process the day to write and I would forget most of the stuff if I don’t get it down shortly after it happens.

Sitting in a good head space, although I am feeling a bit empty. The noise and crowd on the ship drained me but with only a few exceptions didn’t pull me below neutral on the consciousness scale. I trust I will be able to refill rather quickly and will be able to people again soon.

Tagen only has two more weeks before his Vo-Tech school starts and Lex only has two and one-half weeks before 8th grade begins. That will change things around here having them gone most of the day. It will almost feel like things are back to normal. We have to figure out transportation to town for them but that will sort itself out sooner or later.

Tagen is having trouble getting his key out of his 1987 Ford Ranger. Anyone know anything about these things and could help the kid out? I am so ignorant about those type of things.

Grateful for a quiet day on the prairie, grateful the tall grass is cut for the year, and grateful for lots of eggs from my girls.

Home again! Oh does it feel ever so good to be home.

We got an early start this morning. Ellexia didn’t get to the room until after 11:30 last night but she beat me awake at 6:35. We got up, I showered, and then we packed. Everything fit in our two carry on bags. Ellexia had purchased two new sweatshirts and I was afraid we wouldn’t find room for them but we managed to squish everything tight enough to make room for them.

We went out and stood on the deck landing and waited for our deck to be called for debarking. We waited about an hour and they finally called our floor. We carried our bags and went through the lines to get off the boat. We sailed through customs and immigrations without any issues. It took about an hour to get through the checkout process.

Our bus was waiting for us and we got loaded up and within ten minutes the bus took off for the airport. It was about a 45 minute ride to the terminal at the airport.

It took us about an hour to get through security at the airport. Ellexia had packed her water bottle and it still had a bit of water in it so they took it. We could have gone back out and dumped the water and go back through the security line but neither one of us was up for that.

We had to wait about three hours at the airport for our flight. We found a restaurant that was serving breakfast and enjoy a $20 each breakfast plate that was edible but not great. They were busy and service was slow but the food came out rather quickly. Our drinks took a bit longer to show up.

Our flight was on-time and even arrived a bit early. We had about 15 minutes of turbulence as we crossed the Rockies and dodged a thunderstorm.

The shuttle bus at the airport was waiting for us when we got out of the terminal. It took us to our car and we got loaded up and headed home. We stopped at the McDonald’s in Lawrence for dinner as we only had the one meal late morning.

The drive home was smooth and easy and it felt ever so good to return home. Kathy, Michelle and Tagen seemed happy to see us and Ellexia and I were happy to see them. We updated each other on what had happened since last we saw them.

I unpacked the carry-on bags and started a load of laundry. One going – two more to do. It feels good to do a normal thing like laundry.

I trust we made lots of wonderful memories for Ellexia and this trip will be something she remembers for a long time to come. The time with her was priceless to me. We traveled well together and had fun. She tolerated my cautious watching over her most of the time and never did give me any sass.

We are both tired tonight but too tired to sleep yet. I’m sure we will both unwind and get a good night’s sleep.

The heat of KS kinda slapped us in the face as we stepped out of the airport. I certainly didn’t need my sweater this afternoon once we got to KS. First time all week I didn’t have to wear it.

Grateful for a safe trip, grateful for the memories we created together, and grateful to Tagen, Kathy and Michelle for taking care of the home front for us.

We are sailing on the ocean all day today. I got up and went to the group meeting to teach us how the debarment process works. We will carry our own luggage off and be in the second group that debarks. The first group is the group that has a flight before noon. Our flight is at 2:00 and we have a 9:00 bus to take us to the airport. We will have to be packed and ready to go by 7:45. They will call us by deck number and will debark about 8:00 ish.

I think I am feeling a bit seasick today. I keep having little dizzy spells that feel motion related. I have been able to eat so not sick to my stomach but feeling a bit tipsy. It is cloudy and the ocean is a bit stirred up today, although certainly not rough by any means.

The weather for the cruise has been OK but not great. The first day was bright and sunny but since then it has been very foggy in the mornings and overcast in the afternoons. I am grateful I brought along my sweater as I have rarely had it off. I could have use sweat pants for the evenings. Not good suntanning weather. Beats the heat I hear KS is having this week though.

Ellexia and I checked out the shops on board today. To my surprise she didn’t find anything to buy. She still has a bit of money left from the money her parents gave her for spending money for the trip. Maybe she will find something at the airport. We will have a couple of hours to kill tomorrow so will have time to do some shopping there.

I haven’t seen much of Lex today. She found a group of friends to hang with. I go looking for her about every hour or so and put my eyes on her. She looks like she is having fun. They stop and get food when they get hungry, swim, go down the water slide and just hang out. I’m glad she found some kiddos to hang with. I am a bit boring for her after a while.

I trust Ellexia has created some memories that will last a lifetime for her. Tagen still talks about things that we did when I took him back east when he was 10.

Tagen picked up his pickup today. The cost of the repair was about what I expected. He said the blinkers aren’t working and he was having trouble getting the key out. This pickup will teach him a lot. It is a 1987 so hopefully he will be able to work on it some himself.

No plans for the evening. I hope to convince Lex to get to bed fairly early tonight as we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow. She stayed out until 1:00 last night, came in and fell right to sleep and slept until almost 9:30 this morning. She has been swimming a lot today so hoping she will wear herself out and be ready for bed a bit earlier tonight.

Just got us checked in for our flight tomorrow and have our boarding passes. That feels good! I am ready to head for home.

Grateful for a quiet day on board, grateful Ellexia has some kiddos to pal around with, and grateful this ends tomorrow.

We docked at Ensenada MX this morning. Ellexia wasn’t hungry so after we got dressed we debarked and walked towards town. Luckily this debarking is easy – walk on and walk off with no waiting. Neither one of us was impressed with what we were seeing. We walked into town over a mile and found a horse drawn carriage that was to take us on a tour of town. We decided to take a ride as we were tired of walking. We went about six blocks down a street, made a U-turn and came back up the other side of the street. Not sure it was a tour of town.

I paid the guy what I understood I was to pay him. We walked on down the street and after a few minutes the guy came running up to us and said I had shorted him. Ummm…. I didn’t argue and gave him another $10. I think I got scammed but not sure.

We didn’t find much to see going the direction we went so turned around and went back to the cruise ship. Ellexia was hoping for some shopping places but if they are there, we didn’t find them. I was hoping for a white sand beach but it wasn’t there either.

Came back to the cruise ship and had breakfast. We hung out in our room for a bit and then Ellexia went out to walk around. I finally got up again and went to have a burger for lunch. Ran into Ellexia on my way back to the room. She had met another youngster to hang out with and wasn’t too excited to see me. I told her I needed to see her face every hour just to make sure she was OK. She agreed although wasn’t too excited about it. I think she is tired of me, perhaps.

Not much for me to do on board. I don’t drink, I don’t like noise and crowds. I am feeling my age I think. It is nice to find a quiet, shady spot while the ship is cruising to look at the water and sky. So far we have only cruised at night so haven’t gotten to do much of that. Tomorrow we will be cruising all day so will find a good spot and sit outside most of the day and watch for whales, dolphins, etc.

Ellexia stayed out until 1:00 tonight as she made some friends to hang with. She is having the time of her life.

Grateful for this time with Ellexia, grateful Ellexia is having a great time, and grateful it will be over soon.

The cruise is about what I expected – loud, crowded, lots of people. Hard to find a quiet corner to relax in. The boat is hard for me to navigate and find my way around. We stop and ask directions but the crew is so familiar with the boat that they don’t realize their directions are impossible to follow if you don’t speak Boat Language.

We were going to go to the sit down restaurant for breakfast but gave up after asking four different people for directions and being unable to find it. Made me cranky! We finally figured out tonight that some floors you can’t get to the other side of. You have to go up or down a floor and walk to the other end of the boat and then up or down a flight of stairs to get to where you want to get.

We found breakfast in a buffet service place that was noisy, crowded and full of unconscious people taking up space talking and making it hard to get around them. We finally found some food and had to take it out of the restaurant area to find a place to sit down and eat.

It was very foggy this morning so we waited until later in the morning to go to Catalina Island. You have to get boat shuttle tickets to go to Catalina Island. We had to wait about one and one half hours before they called our number so we could go to Catalina Island. It was a bit of a disappointment to me. I had anticipated a white sandy beach a mile long and that is not what they had.

Ellexia did some shopping and spent a big chunk of the spending money her parents had given her. She was ready to come back to the ship after that. It was about a 20 minute wait for the boat shuttle to return us to the cruise ship. Then it took about 20 minutes to debark as we all had to go through the security screening before we entered the ship.

We went to a place that had chicken for lunch. It took another adventure and lots of walking to find the place. Not sure it was worth the hunt.

I spent the afternoon in the room resting. Ellexia came and went all afternoon. She is comfortable roaming around the ship. She didn’t find many kids on board though as I am assuming most spent the whole day on Catalina Island.

We went to the fancy place for dinner tonight. It was elegant night so Ellexia got to wear the new dress she had gotten for the trip. We ate early to avoid the crowd. The food was OK but it was nice to have table service. The waiters were very good. As we were eating we saw dolphins swimming and jumping in the water and even spotted a whale spouting off a couple of times.

We have been out and about checking out what is going on a couple times tonight. Not many kiddos hanging around this evening. Ellexia has changed in and out of her dress a couple of times. Most people still have on their elegant wear and she wanted to fit in. Made no difference to me!

Not sure cruising life is for me. Too many people in a small area. Ellexia seems to be having fun most of the time though and that is what is most important on this trip.

Our room is very small and has one bed. The other bed was pulled down from the ceiling and has a ladder to it. It makes me feel claustrophobic to sleep in the lower bed as the upper bed is over the back part of my bed. We have a nice housekeeping guy though. He learned our names the first day and when he sees us in the hallway he calls us by name – impressive. We can hear the music from the lobby while we are in our room.

Tomorrow is the day in Mexico. I am hoping they have better beaches and more to do. I also hope we can get off and on the cruise ship without having to use the shuttle boats. We shall see what the day brings.

Grateful for this time with Ellexia and for the memories we are making together, grateful the fog of the day lifted and the skies turned blue again, and grateful for the almost quiet in my room.

Traveling yesterday was easy. Ellexia enjoyed the airplane ride and acted like she had done it lots of time. We had plenty of time in the airport to enjoy a pizza before we went to the boarding gate. The flight left on time and was smooth.

We got to LAX and found the hotel shuttle bus fairly easily. It showed up only about 10 minutes after I called it. We only had a five minute ride to our hotel. Unfortunately our hotel room was not ready for us when we arrived at 10:30 at night. We had to sit in the lobby and wait for about 45 minutes until they finally let us in our room. We had trouble finding the room and it was not an impressive room by any means. We were so tired by that point we just went to bed. The guy that checked in right before we did had it worse. He was given a key to a room that had a couple already in it. He caught them in the act. Needless to say he was furious at the front desk and then he had to wait for over 30 minutes for another room – this one empty.

Got up and had breakfast at the hotel. I must say the people in the lobby that were guests at the hotel were not very pleasant. Ellexia wanted some scrambled eggs and I finally had to go with her as she kept getting pushed out of the way and she couldn’t get them.

I called an Uber to take us the the cruise terminal in Long Beach. The lady driver showed up within a few minutes and safely drove us to our destination. It was about a 40 minute drive. I noticed gas costs about $5 a gallon here. The Uber charge was $40 for the drive which seemed reasonable. The bus ride coming back from the cruise terminal to the airport was $40 a piece – Uber wins again.

We waited at the cruise terminal for about an hour and then went through the initial processing point. We then had to wait another hour in a big waiting room inside the terminal before our group was called to board the cruise ship. The check in process itself was quick and easy and no long line until we were called to get on the ship itself.

Unfortunately we never saw a place where we could put our bags so we had to carry them onboard ourselves. Our rooms weren’t ready for about two hours after we got on the ship so we had to carry our bags wherever we went. We finally figured out where the food was and got some lunch. Seating was hard to find but we managed finally to find a place to sit and eat. Ellexia changed into her swimming suit and got in the pool and hot tubs while we were waiting for our room to be available.

We finally got to get into our rooms and dumped our bags. We hung out by the pool most of the rest of the afternoon. I found a place in the shade to sit and Ellexia would go off and then come touch base and go off again. A lady sat and visited with me for a while which was nice. Ellexia got hungry so she grabbed a hamburger and fries and that served as dinner. She came and went all evening after I went to the room and stayed in for the remainder of the day.

I am struggling a bit to deal with all the people and noise. I can hear the music from three levels down in our very small room. I’m glad Ellexia feels comfortable roaming about the ship without me.

Grateful for a safe journey here, grateful for Uber, and grateful to have figured out how to get us on board and into our room.

Ellexia and I are packed and ready to go. Just waiting for the clock to turn 4:00 and then we are off on our adventure. Our first stop is the KCI Airport. We will park, go through security, have dinner and then be ready to board our 8:30 flight. We will fly direct to LAX and then catch a shuttle bus to our hotel, which is close to the airport.

Tomorrow morning we will have breakfast at the hotel and then take a Uber to the Long Beach Cruise Terminal. We will board our cruise ship at noon and the ship will depart at 5:00.

I think we are ready for this. It will be good for me to get away from all that is happening here and take a couple days to relax and spend one-on-one time with Ellexia. Hope she can stand me for five days.

Both of us were able to get all our things in our carry-on bags. We have to leave room to put our purses in the bag before we board and both of us have room to do that. I didn’t get stopped with this bag when I went to Vegas with it so we should be good to go. I love traveling without checking bags. Makes it so much easier.

We didn’t make it to town today to get another load. Things got a bit dicey and we backed out. Sometimes doing nothing is the best thing to do. We will try again next weekend when I get back home.

Tagen is ready to take over chores. He brought up 13 eggs today! Go girls. I had told Tagen earlier in the week I wanted the girls to give me at least a dozen eggs in one day before I left. They did it today! When I get home we will start selling eggs again.

I remembered what I had been forgetting to do. I needed to call the bank and let them know to put a travel alert on my debit card and to call the credit card company and do the same. The credit company no longer does travel alerts but the debit card bank does. Glad I remembered to do that in case we need to charge something.

The forecast for KS shows the high to be 99 most everyday this week. Feels like we picked a good week to get away from the heat. Trusting the weather will be nice where we are going. Los Angeles has a high of 82 today.

Grateful our adventure is about to begin, grateful all our things fit in the bags, and grateful for 13 eggs from the girls today.

Rain came very close to my corner of the prairie this afternoon but all we got were a very few big sprinkles. Dang it anyways.

Tagen, Ellexia, Michelle and I went to the house in town and filled Michelle’s car and my car with more stuff. Poor Tagen carried tote after tote after box after box of things up from the basement. We cleared out the bedroom of stuff but then ran out of room in the cars and put more stuff in the bedroom to bring home another day. Thank heavens he can lift a heavy box or tote and carry it up the stairs. Not sure how we would get this job done without him.

Came home and unloaded both cars. The barn is quickly filling up. Michelle has a huge job in front of her to sort through everything and figure out what to do with it. Some things she is going to store here, some she will give away, some throw away and some will be repacked to move to her new house when she moves again.

We got done unloading around 6:00 and I came in and quickly turned the grill on and fixed hamburgers and hot dogs. I had hard boiled some eggs earlier and I turned some of those into deviled eggs. Called that dinner.

I have a load of laundry to do in the morning and then Ellexia and I will need to get packed up. We will head for the airport around 4:30. Still not sure if Michelle is driving us or if I will drive and park. Our flight leaves at 8:30 so if will be a long day. It is a direct flight to LAX so crossing my fingers all will be on time. Not sure what we will do if this flight gets cancelled. That late at night there aren’t a lot of options available.

Made out a checklist of chores that need done while I am gone. Tagen is used to taking care of the chickens but will now have to take care of the dogs and cat too. Kathy will be his backup and reminder person if needed. Tagen is very responsible so am sure he will do a good job taking care of things.

We may go in tomorrow early afternoon and fill both cars again with more stuff from Michelle’s house in town. It needs to get done and the clock is ticking with how much time we have to get it emptied out. We probably can fill both cars with what Tagen carried upstairs today.

Looking forward to getting away for a couple of days. The week will go by quickly, I’m sure. Ellexia is getting excited about taking her first plane ride and getting on the cruise ship. I trust the trip will meet and exceed her expectations.

The kiddos brought up 8 eggs from the girls today. The second Easter Egger has started laying as their were two blue/green shelled eggs in the bucket. Everyday we get closer to all 27 laying. We are probably about half way there now.

I still have a feeling like I am forgetting something important that I was to do before I left. I still have 24 hours to remember what it was. There is still the possibility that I didn’t forget anything too.

Had a bit of anxiety earlier today. Not sure what that was from. I allowed it to be and it finally dissipated and calmed down. As much as I love to travel, I always hesitate to leave home knowing I will be gone for a while. I am at heart, a home body.

Grateful two more loads were handled today, grateful for Tagen’s strong body and help, and grateful tomorrow is the start of our adventure.

No plumber today. Why am I not surprised! I did go talk to the mechanic about Tagen’s pickup. I think we got good news. I don’t understand these things. There is something on it called a MAP sensor. It runs better when it is disconnected. The mechanic put a new one on and nothing changed. He is going to try another new one in case the first new one was defective. If we get the same results he will leave it disconnected. Go figure that one out – it is above my pay grade.

The pickup will be ready to come home Monday. Michelle will need to get it tagged on Monday and it will be good to go. She has insurance for it ready to go on Monday. The boy should have wheels Monday! Yay!

I have had a do-nothing day. I took a good nap in my recliner this afternoon. I got woke up this morning by the yippy little dog and I wasn’t ready to wake up when I did. I laid back down but couldn’t go back to sleep. I felt draggy and low energy all day. It has been a bit cloudy and overcast today but no rain. Felt like a good nap type of day.

I heard a commotion downstairs this morning. I went down and the little dog was on Kathy’s bed shaking. Louis, the cat was on the floor with it’s fur spiked out. The two of them were glaring at each other. I guess they had a lover’s quarrel or else they don’t like each other. Not sure what was going on. I brought the dog upstairs and closed the cat in his room and put both of them in time-out. I tell you it is a zoo around here somedays.

I am cleaning out the refrigerator for dinner tonight and serving leftovers. I haven’t done that with the kiddos before so we shall see how this goes over. May end up making grilled cheese sandwiches or ham sandwiches. I forgot about fixing dinner until just now so you get what you get sometimes.

Tomorrow afternoon we are getting another load or two from Michelle’s house to bring out. Will do the same on Sunday. Not sure what is ready to come but we need to get things out here. Haven’t heard if they are any closer to selling the house yet. Sure would be nice if they got an offer this weekend.

Sunday I will do a load of laundry and pack. We will have to leave around 4:30 or 5:00 for the airport. We have an 8:30 flight. Trusting all will be on schedule and we will arrive on time. Good thing we can sleep in a bit Monday morning.

I have this feeling like I am forgetting something for the trip that is important for me to do before I leave. Wish I could figure out what it is. Hate to leave Kathy to deal with something I forgot to do.

I got all the beef I am getting spoken for. It will be good to have a freezer full of fresh beef come the middle of August. I still have some left over from last years beef that I need to use up. Sure is some good eating.

Somedays I can get lots done, and other days I get nothing done. This was a get nothing done type of day. Only problem is I seem to have more of those days these days than the get lots done type of days. Sign of getting old?

Grateful the pickup will be coming home Monday, grateful the beef is spoken for, and grateful for naps on cloudy days.

One out of three isn’t bad -right? No plumber and no call about the repair on Tagen’s truck but the dryer got installed on time and easily. I was impressed with the delivery team. They worked quickly, quietly and efficiently. It didn’t take them much time at all.

I did several loads of laundry this afternoon and the new dryer dries much quicker than the old one did and much, much quieter.

I will text the plumber in the morning and ask him what time he is coming as he said he would be here this week. Tomorrow is his last chance day.

Tagen and I will go check on the status of the pickup in the morning. Hoping he lost my number and the repair is completed. Michelle got insurance for the truck so it is good that way. Still need to get tags for it and then hopefully Tagen will have wheels while I am gone next week. If not, then Michelle will have to drive us to the airport Sunday afternoon and come get us Friday evening so Tagen can have my car to use next week.

Got some much needed housecleaning done today. The clutter on the kitchen counter was driving me batty. Michelle cleaned out the pantry last night and got it so you can walk through it now. I really dislike clutter and after a while it wears me out. Feels good to have most of it contained tonight.

Tagen went to weights and football conditioning this morning. This evening he was invited out to dinner so he hasn’t been around much today.

I fixed scalloped potatoes with leftover ham for dinner tonight. It was just Michelle and I that ate and I had way too much leftover. Guess what we are having for dinner tomorrow night?

No plans for tomorrow other than checking on the pickup and hopefully greeting the plumber. This weekend we are getting another couple of loads of Michelle’s things. We have got to keep at that job so the end job won’t be so overwhelming.

Ellexia comes back here tomorrow afternoon. I want to make sure she gets lots of sleep Friday and Saturday nights so she is well rested for our long travel day Sunday. Our flight doesn’t leave until 8:30 KC time and will arrive in LA at 10:00 LA time. We have to catch a shuttle bus to get to our hotel so it will be pushing midnight before we get settled in for the night. We will get to sleep in Monday morning as we won’t have to leave the hotel until 11:00. We board the cruise ship at noon and sail at 5:00.

Tagen brought up nine eggs today. Some of them are getting to be regular sized eggs now. Still getting a few first eggs each day from new layers. Still have over half that need to get with the program and start laying. Only one Easter Egger has laid her first egg. Waiting on the other 9 to get with it.

We have a chance for some rain tomorrow morning but not betting on it to happen. Sure wish it would rain all day and night but that is like wishing to win the lottery and not buying a ticket. I’ll believe it when I see it.

Feeling a bit tired and blah this afternoon. It felt good to get the dryer project crossed off my list. Now if I can get the plumber out here and Tagen’s pickup running I will be good to go. I find it frustrating when people don’t do what they say they will do and don’t explain or update you when things change. I am a rather reasonable person when someone tells me what is going on. But when there is no communication I get cranky when things don’t go as they said they would.

I am getting a beef the middle of August. A few of my family and friends have claims on 1/2 of it. I no longer can use 1/2 of a beef a year. If anyone is interested in getting an 1/8 or 1/4 of it let me know and I can give you estimated pricing, etc. It is grass fed beef, born and raised on a Flint Hills ranch near me, and is some of the best eating beef you can get your hands on.

It was good to stay home all day today. Tomorrow I have to run into Cottonwood Falls but will be home otherwise. I do better when I have several days in a row when I get to stay home all day. Next week will be very full of people. Sure hoping I will be able to find a quiet corner somewhere on the cruise ship where I can enjoy looking at the ocean in peace and quiet.

Grateful the dryer was replaced today, grateful to be able to stay home all day today, and grateful the clutter in the house was decreased today.