What a beautiful ending to our Ayahuasca ceremony. We walked outside when it was over to see millions of bright stars. They felt so close. There was lightening on the lower horizon but above were all these sparkling stars. Glad Nicole was with me to hold me up as I was still a bit under the influence of the plant medicine and looking up was a challenge.
I fell asleep during the ceremony tonight. When the retreat leader came to get me for the blessing I jumped. We had a group blessing tonight. We all sat in a circle and held hands. Lots of love and power in the circle.
I feel different in a good way tonight but not sure yet what is different about me. I had so much love and gratitude in my heart as I looked at the stars. Maybe my heart is wide open now.
I actually ate a bit of real food for lunch today. Didn’t have much but it was a start. Had some loose stools this morning but none this afternoon or evening. I didn’t have to get escorted to the bathroom during ceremony tonight. Our roommate has what I had. I shared some coping tips with her. Hopefully she is in better heath than I am and will recover faster.
I had another wonderful massage today. The lady that gives them is so well grounded and full of love. My body appreciated her loving hands.
Tomorrow is a rest day. As far as I know other than meals and a early evening sharing circle there is nothing on the schedule. Sleep is on my schedule as I didn’t get a nap today. Trusting I will sleep good tonight.
Nicole has been walking most days to a little coffee shop close to here. I am finally feeling better and want to walk with her to it tomorrow. I haven’t been off grounds of the center since last Monday.
Hard to believe our time at the center is almost over. Some days it felt like it would never end but now that it is it feels like it went by quickly.
We still have six more days before we get home. Looking forward to being able to do our own thing.
So grateful I was able to come and that Nicole came with me. What an adventure we have had!